Well, hello again!
Yeah it's been a while since I wrote something in here. I actually have been active around here, you know at the silliness part of the groups, but I've neglected this place a lot.
Yeah I could come up with the "But anyways, It's not like somebody reads this". Because even when it's true I think I already said that enough.
So, let me tell you about what i've been up to in this time... Oh, no, no, no I haven't done anything different. I'm still a jobless fuck with no future or any importance for anything, but hey, at least I haven't killed myself yet.
Anyways, I'd be lying if I say that there's nothing new because I've been trying to learn Russian, yeah I've learned a couple of things actually. I know how to read russian now, I know the basic conversation and a couple of more things, but nothing actually too advanced enough to hold a conversation, obviously.
There's still a couple of things I still don't know and I have my doubts, like why in some words the e is pronounced as E and not и like the rule says when there's no accent. I guess that is because the word it's just meant to be like that but I still have my doubts.
So If anyone that's Russian or know russian and would like to help me, I would really appreciate it. A LOT.
Also somehow I ended up getting back together with my ex-girlfriend, yeah the one that ignored me for weeks. A common friend of ours got us back together again making us promise that the same thing that ended up our relationship was not going to happen again. I've been with her for a week and it kinda happened again, so my expectations are low.
Not that I like to feel like that, but somehow I feel like I have low expectations about the relationship and somehow... I don't feel like telling her "I love you" because I feel that is going to go unnoticed by her somehow.
I don't have any high expectations about our relationship, because if I can barely talk to her now, I can only imagine how it will be next year when she moves to the US with her mom.
Besides that I'm doing pretty much the same. I still want to leave my house and the country, maybe work at a charity organization. Maybe doing people happy will make me happy too, I don't know.
This is the end of this one.
@miiel Gracias por lo que me escribiste, y gracias por pasar por aca, de verdad. Un abrazo y un beso. Una ultima cosa, en todas esas veces anteriores que escribi que si querias casarte conmigo, obviamente no era enserio... A menos que si querras xD.
So...
Goodnight and Godspeed
