I finally discovered how the things work here. It's not something that I like.
I don't know what I thought when the "I could make friends here" thing popped up inside of my mind. Maybe i'm too childish or something and that's why I didn't understood the things in here.
In places like these where guys post pics of their dicks, things like "You swallow or spit" or where people lazy enough to google for porn start their threads asking for porn videos or anal sex pictures are around, it's really hard to actually get into the thick of the things being like I am, You know, if you read my previous entries (which I actually don't think anyone took the time to do) you would know why I tend to stay out of the "normal" SG discussions.
I started to write things in my blog because I thought that maybe someone would like to read anything that would come out of my mind, random things that maybe people would find funny and maybe I would get a friend, a someone to talk so the days and nights wouldn't be as shitty as they are.
As I started writting these entries, I saw the next day that there were likes on them and I was like "Someone actually read this? did someone actually liked what I wrote? man, this is cool", being the best part that sometimes Hopefuls or SGs actually liked them, I was like "Man, someone as beautiful as them actually took the time to read what this fucking loser has to say".
Days passed, I got carried away with some entries, like writting how I felt and all and less likes came in.
I followed a recurrent liker and surprise, after I did that, no more likes.
I discovered that all this was not because they were reading me (Because if someone would've actually read what I wrote, they eventually would commented even a "hi" like I asked on my entries), but it was because they liked my stuff so I could notice and follow them and eventually they would stop liking my shit. Nobody was actually reading, never happened and will not happen.
I don't expect any like in this one, or any comment and If you like expecting a follow, don't count on it unless you follow back and of course don't unfollow after a day.
Anyways, I'll stop for a while, maybe I'll write something later, maybe I won't write shit anymore, who knows.
I'll still be posting on silliness and watching sets, after all I think that this was the reason why I came here in the first place.
Goodbye and Godspeed
