(The picture will show first, and yes, that's not me. Read the whole thing for context)
After the small rant I had last entry I took some time, mostly because I didn't had anything to write about so... You know. Better not write anything than writting a review of the "Lemon Stealing Whores" porn video.
(It's not that good anyways)
So, I've been doing the same shit like every day, you know, wake up, get up, take a shower, eat something, scroll down my Facebook feed for interesting things or funny memes (Thing that almost never happens, and I end up stumbling with this Harambe memes or the "This is my pawn show" shit), laying on my bed until I get bored, plug in the ol' 360 and play Skyrim until it freezes (if it does), eat something else and then being on the computer until it's time to go lay down on my bed trying to sleep.
One thing that has happened lately is that I've been having this "Lets fucking do something!" short moments followed by the "Nah, you couldn't do shit even if you wanted to after all".
I have to admit, that those moments are not so short and, to be honest, I've been feeling kinda "productive".
I've been scratching my head, maybe because my hair is already really long or because I've been wanting to get a haircut. I always go ahead and just get it cut, you know, with no especific style or anything and now I want to have try a different style.
I've been wondering if going "full hipster" might suit me (The hair style, no the attitude). You know, like this dude:
You know, short in the sides, longer in the middle, thrown to the side. Trim my beard and go to the street to get some pussy.
Well, no, but the thing is that I want to get a haircut already, I'm tired of looking like a cotton swab with a really shitty beard.
I'm tired of the "I have given up" look.
So what you think reader, would I look any good like that?
Also to be honest this "Facebook scrolling sessions" are not always useless, sometimes I find some videos about dogs being funny and lately i've seen this ad about "Study, work and live in Ireland" and got me thinking about getting more information about it. As long as I know is legit, but the thing is that I don't actually know if to go full on to enter the program. I mean, I do want to go to a different country, and do shit by myself without having to feel like I have to get approval from my family to do my own stuff.
I'm afraid to go ahead and do whatever I do and go to Ireland and all. Unpack, do shit and discover that I still feel like the worst shit ever and that actually nothing changed. I don't know, maybe i'm overthinking the deal, but I don't know.
Anyways... It's good to be back, well, I actually never left, but you know what I mean.
Goodbye and Godspeed.