Roads Taken, The Here Is Now : The 40 Week 4.4 Round Up/Update [T40W04.4RU/U]
there are days I wonder if I'm where I should be... but then there's the realization that I've never been in a better place in my life.
the roads I've taken, harsh sometimes and painful in others, have led me to here and I while I may wish to change the... Read More
Mindfire The Brittle Thing : The 40 Week 4 Round Up/Update [T40W04RU/U +1]
this is where my mind is this evening, at any moment when I'm not distracted...
8/3 8:04p ::
"only the odd things ever really get this far, past the rainbeaux and rhythmic into that dance of mental vaguarity, where the daeknight of litedark still wanders searching for his kindom, where sadness and... Read More
Fun Time Happy Life Guy : The 40 Week 3 Round Up/Update [T40W03RU/U -1]
the one question I'm asked often is... what do I do for fun?
well... honestly, that's a hard one to answer - the short version is "usually, not much"
and while most of my friends (and some co-workers) will decry that it's not true, I tend to think/say that I'm a... Read More
Laid-Back State Of Being : The 40 Week 2.1 Round Up/Update [T40W02.1RU/U]
is it a bad thing to be as laid-back as I am?
even I admit, I tend to be oblivious to if I'm being flirted with - most of my female friends were friendly-flirtatious and I honestly think nothing of it
( I think I said once, be obvious about interest or I... Read More
Unfortunately I know what you mean ... I'll never forgive and never forget. I just need time to learn how to think less about it, to move on, to keep living. Thank you for your support, you're a sweetheart
*smiles* a friend just told me that if she was still modelling and dancing, I'd still be her first pick to assist her...
love it awwww...
she'd called to tell me, humerously, that she had to edit/"censor" my title on her website because a link site found it offensive *smirks*
understand that she does risque/ribald comics and other art... Read More
But Can You Spell It? : The 40 Week 2 Round Up/Update [T40W02RU/U]
once again it's Minnesota heatwave time... as is usual for this time of year!
I've got no complaints - 4months ago was snow and 4months from now there'll probably be snow
I'll take the heat over the cold ANY day!
( even if I can't handle it as well as I once... Read More
Milestones : The 40 Week 1 Round Up/Update [T40W01RU/U]
As I begin another round of mostly-weekly Round Up/Updates, it comes to mind the milestones one approaches - or surpasses - in life...
while every year myself, and my ever-lovin' spawnlings, get older and as I watch them grow and learn I realize I continue to learn as well.
Then there's the "record"-type milestones that continue... Read More
Technically I "slept in," but figurin' I didn't crash 'til nearly 3a and only got about 6hrs of sleep, that's questionable
BUT... I'm alive and already half of the fact I'm 14,610 days old is gone
thanks to my fathre, I spent a good part of last night "revamping" my DVD collection and putting them on the new shelving...
only 1/2way done when... Read More
the scent of sunlight
leads to many questions
hope for the damned
or just passing mention
are we to remain
or be left behind ?
the taste of shadow
siphons off my will
hung... Read More
4th And Goal... : The 39 Week 52 Round Up/Update [T39W52RU/U]
ah, it's a crazy world we live in and I'm proud to say I contribute to that fact... oftimes on a daily basis
I survived the 4th off with nary a scratch, only a slight darkness to the skin, and only one odd instance :
"my friend is wondering if he can take you... Read More
awwww...
