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You know, it took me until today to realize that all those sucky things that happend recently happened for a reason. I think life was just gearing up and making sure I'd be the happiest I can. If the shit I went through never took place when it did, I wouldn't be where I stand right this very moment. I'm happy, I'm satisfied, I'm grinning...
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schismatic_god:
Sid, I am glad to see that you have found happiness, your journal reminds me of the movie Vanilla Sky, where in the one guy is talking to Tom Cruise, he says "you know my friend, you dont truly apreciate the sweet because you have not had the bitter, and I have had the bitter." or somthing like that. Glad to see your up though. 
william_miller:
It's "You will never know the feeling of the man who goes home alone. The sweet is never as sweet without the sour." Jason Lee's character.
I don't know why I'm posting this in the journal replies. My Crowe-ocity took over.
I don't know why I'm posting this in the journal replies. My Crowe-ocity took over.
Sorry bout the last entry. Long story short, I am a drama magnet... Everyone likes to lay their problems on me, even when I have nothing to do with them, and that was why I was going out of my mind the other night. It's okay cause I had drank enough tequila to not care till the buzz was gone. 
Tonight should be a grand...
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perdita:
I hope you had fun! I'm too broke and feeling too ill to come up 
but hopefully once I get a job I'll be able to. Definitely.
but hopefully once I get a job I'll be able to. Definitely. 
thedomfather:
Goodtimes
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You...
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Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You...
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thedomfather:
If i could i'd be there for you.
I do not know what it is like as my father is dead to me. He is a child molester and i never knew him. But i do know that it is hard to loose those you love and your father.. it must be many times more worse than any void i have ever had.
But I am here to listen and help in anyway i can. Just let me know and we can talk
I do not know what it is like as my father is dead to me. He is a child molester and i never knew him. But i do know that it is hard to loose those you love and your father.. it must be many times more worse than any void i have ever had.
But I am here to listen and help in anyway i can. Just let me know and we can talk
polloborracho:
Actually, I think I do know a bit of how that feels....
Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes! I never thought I'd see the day where I got over 100 comments in my journal! 
You guys are all so super!
Last night was pretty damn fun. I drank a lot. Everyone bought me pretty lethal drinks. I passed out on my bathroom floor for a bit when I got home, which is pretty damn...
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You guys are all so super!
Last night was pretty damn fun. I drank a lot. Everyone bought me pretty lethal drinks. I passed out on my bathroom floor for a bit when I got home, which is pretty damn...
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yeknomyknuf:
Glad you can get legally drunk now sweetie. Here's your daily fanart. It was on a big piece of paper so sorry, I couldn't scan it.
Finally 21! It makes me happy that I now cannot be excluded from anything except renting a car without an extra fee, but it's not like I have the need to rent a car or anything.
So my mom called me earlier (yesterday) and said she and my aunt and uncle were coming to install an air conditioner in my room. I was confused why...
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So my mom called me earlier (yesterday) and said she and my aunt and uncle were coming to install an air conditioner in my room. I was confused why...
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xanippi:
happy 21st!
squee_:
Cristal is awesome.
Happy belated birthday.
Happy belated birthday.
First off, I'm sending my deepest appologies to everyone who witnessed my last journal entry. I really did have a fun night last night, it was just the residual effects of my drunken buzz falling apart and slowly slipping to soberdom. It made things feel less fun when the absinthe wore off. But they were fun. I was just a little angry at myself for...
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mnislahi:
happy birthday pretty!!!!!!! 
trinityy:
happy birthday
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother or try so hard.
Fate likes to fuck with my head.
A more sober and intelligable entry to come in the morning (or afternoon) when I get up. Excuse the blahness of the entry. This girl is too drunk and too warm.
Just sometimes I wish I weren't the only single one out of all my friends... it...
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Fate likes to fuck with my head.
A more sober and intelligable entry to come in the morning (or afternoon) when I get up. Excuse the blahness of the entry. This girl is too drunk and too warm.
Just sometimes I wish I weren't the only single one out of all my friends... it...
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squidbizkit:
You so need to eat an Ice Cream cone!
popetom:
The only reason I ever am concerned about being the only single person among my friends (mostly, but not always) is because it makes me worry that I'm the only person I know with any common sense.
-PT
-PT
So I finished 2 corsets! Go me! I wore one last night to the club, and I will wear the other tomorrow night to the same club. I'm only posting pictures of the first one because I don't want to give any hints to those who may see it at the club tomorrow.
This first one is a steel-boned waist cincher made from scratch by...
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This first one is a steel-boned waist cincher made from scratch by...
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su:
very nice. love the microchips 
gumbercules:
thanks for the birthday wishes, and the hot corset pics! it was great seeing you on wednesday, and i'm glad you had fun. see you tonight!
90 in Boston today. 90 fucking degrees. I spent the entire day in classes and working on lead sheets for classes. What a great way to spend a beautifully sunny 90 day. At least the classrooms are air conditioned, and my school isn't that cheap!
If I had it my way, I would have spent the day driving around the city in my convertible which...
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If I had it my way, I would have spent the day driving around the city in my convertible which...
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mrrko:
Hi Sid. You got 4 more days until your 21st birthday. Yay. I got one more year for that. Yay. But I might now be home for it. I might be going to Iraq. I'm a reservist of the U.S. Army out of Londonderry, New Hampshire. But that's it for now. I also wanna say that you are beautiful.
I might be going to Iraq. I'm a reservist of the U.S. Army out of Londonderry, New Hampshire. But that's it for now. I also wanna say that you are beautiful.
gogobongo:
shucks, you wouldn't have to pay me nuthin' to be your boyfriend. 
So I am now the proud owner of a mobile sidekick, yo. I am typing on it right now. Goodbye using a laptop with dial up and aol while I am home at my mom's.
Once again, I am in Rhode Island. I think someone here is shit talking about me and making me out to be an asshole because everytime I come back, someone...
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I am typing on it right now. Goodbye using a laptop with dial up and aol while I am home at my mom's.
Once again, I am in Rhode Island. I think someone here is shit talking about me and making me out to be an asshole because everytime I come back, someone...
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disastermagnet:
So Sidekicks are actually cool? I've never used one but I've kinda wondered what the deal with them was.
And yeah, I used to go to shows all the time by myself because nobody would go with me. It always ended up being worth it.
And yeah, I used to go to shows all the time by myself because nobody would go with me. It always ended up being worth it.
gogobongo:
people are dicks, it is their nature. I watched robot chicken the other night and it is freakin hysterical. I would recommend it. adult swim, dontchaknow.
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theuberdork:
yea unfortunately I don't have another phone to use other than my home line that is shared with the rest of the family and the point of having a cell would be so friends and the like can get in contact with me if I'm not home.... besides it'd suck driving all the way home and having 10 messages "hey we're at XXXX place meet us there when you're off work" which was probably on the way home from work... driving back and forth kinda sucks alot. speciall in california no one knows how to drive....
aldoe:
damn, i like those a lot.
What if you have spikey hair and piercings in your mind? I'm a radical thinker, but I look and dress like I fell out of a JCPenney catalog. What about being a highly placed counter cultural spy?
and i had to switch my jewelry yesterday and when i put the reg. piece back in goddamn did it take forever. so i feel your pain. literally.
oh and speaking of cute boys and high school . . . i found that the other night. maybe you've seen it? maybe not.