This is what no makeup 40 looks like on me:


I didn’t expect to be single at 40 and having to move again because there are more crazy people in the world than sane ones.

I didn’t expect to have a chronically painful illness, but I’m pushing through it, and I’m focusing on me and my health for once instead of walking on eggshells to
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nocturnam:
Happy Birthday!
robertmee:
Happy birthday!


In 2 weeks, I turn 40! I’m bummed because I never thought I’d be single from let’s just say, a shitty relationship I was too stupid to see from right in front of my face. Everyone else saw it, except me.

I’m in the middle of finding a place to move to because my landlord is crazy. But with the amount of dead mice I’m...
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eztarg3t:
40 looks beautiful
robertmee:
Best of luck on the housing situation. I'm not sure what day the 13th is, so I don't know if I'll be stuck at work or not, but I'll wish you a happy birthday all the same.
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@vintagesg posted my little love letter to SG and being an OG model. You have no idea how much the members and site have helped me through some of the hardest times in my life. You can read that here.


I got weighed for the first time in quite some time today. Let’s just say I’m back under 100 lbs. I wanted to lose
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sid:
@adore my love, I’m doing okay! How are you? I was thinking about you the other day! ❤️
arepo:
Obrigado por compartilhar sua carta. São palavras que nos lembram que as mulheres são muito mais do que suas fotos lindas e sensuais na SG e sim ser humanos completos com uma vida além da sua imagem. Espero que já esteja bem! ❤️❤️❤️
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Hey loves,

Life has been kind of been one big mess after another. People who, under the guise of caring too much, putting their noses in things I would give anything for them just leave alone and stop “helping” because they’re just making it worse.

This week, I had a rather big blow to my self esteem when I was informed that my specialist doctor...
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sid:
@outdoorexplorer next time I’m out there, I will look into it. I have a nifty discount card thing that can get me into a ton of museums and zoos and stuff for free around the country, so if things I want to see don’t fall into that, I’m definitely looking to save money on trips so I can splurge on food and other experiences.
arepo:
Amei em ler os sentimentos do seu coração. Espero que hoje no presente esteja bem. Lindas as fotos, parabéns! Gostei da criatividade.
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Things have been stressful here in my little world. I’ve been sick and having near-constant migraines. I had to get a shot in my booty last week for one I’ve had on and off for almost a month. Hurt. Same doctor’s appointment, they took like 9 vials of blood. It was a joy (no, no it wasn’t).

I’ve been increasingly nervous and frustrated all at...
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thejustalice:
I'm really sorry that all this is happening to you, it's hard for me to imagine how you feel, but I want to support you, unfortunately I live in another country, but if you need to talk to someone, know that I will be glad to listen to you and support
brokenpoet:
Hope everything turns out okay.
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I didn’t write about this on the day of because it was a Friday, and I was sick as hell (still kind of am), plus I figured being the weekend and all, no one would exactly see the post…

But January 27th was my 19th anniversary of being a SuicideGirl. My first set is now as old as I was when I came onto this
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brokenpoet:
Good Luck!
norritt:
I like your capt  marvel chest piece and your babies are very cute!  Hope this year is better!
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I’ve been stuck in and out of doctors’ offices, urgent care appointments, and yesterday, I was in the hospital.

I’ve been having some real bad stomach issues. After having my Gastroenterology appointment canceled for the 3rd time this year and moved to a ridiculously longer time (first appt made in January, for April, pushed back to July, which was pushed back to November, which was...
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nannakya:
skisby:
🤗 🍀
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I’m all moved in (now begins the loathed unpacking) to my little baby house. The nights have been full of cat vs kitten zoomie battles that occasionally involve jumping on and off my stomach.

Moving alone has doubled my wardrobe due to the amount of lifting and unintentional working out it forced me to do. I am absolutely exhausted but still have so much to...
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littlejohn22:
I hope the unpacking goes well and you fit in well. The mug collection is a great idea and I love my morning tea
littlejohn22:
Hope all is going well and it is great chatting with you. Have a great Wednesday
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This move might literally kill me. I’m almost done. Should be turning in the old keys by Monday and forgetting about this crappy old apartment.

Awesomely, as a parting gift, right after my friend generously helped me move my fur kids and the turtley one to the new house, My glorious downstairs neighbor (who complains about every little tiny thing wrong with anything at all)...
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skisby:
Hope the rest of the day went smoothly & you’re clear of the old neighbor, without violence! I hate people like that, just suck it up - she’s moving! ☘️With the new place.
misterdavid218:
Having your own place without bad-natured neighbors is going to be so good for you. I hope the move goes well, and you enjoy your new place.