Hello San Diego!

I’ve been missing this drink for over a year (non alcoholic, considering I’m still a tad concerned over my rough summer health-wise).

I landed in this great city of Comic Con earlier this morning only to be picked up by an Elvis Impersonator Lyft driver. That for sure made bring up and out of the house by like 5 am
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littlejohn22:
I wish I could be there
wizard0:
Hope you have a fantastic time!

I'm trying to make it back here... Slowly. Hopefully, I will be accepted again, with open arms.

I am 3 days out until I turn 34. I'm wondering when I got so old. It's been a rough go this year, with medication reactions that made me angry and others that made me black out completely, hospital and ER visits, my first multi-night...
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ellellcee:
Well shucks, to even get a reply back has made my year! I’m usually a pretty silent admirer, but felt compelled to say something tonight. I look forward to seeing and reading your future adventures!
littlejohn22:
you are an inspiration to me and I love that you will be posting again. I am so sorry to hear you are having a rough time. I do hope you hook up with other members in San Diego

I've been here as a SuicideGirl for 14 years, and I still feel like most people don't know me, understand me, nor care to learn anything about me. Which is fine, not everyone needs to like me. However, sometimes, I have this feeling of exile, and I often find myself on that desert island all alone with little to no support or friends
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jackrabbit_:
So sad you are dealing with so much. I enjoy our little talks and hope you get as much out of them as I do. Talking to you reminds me of why I wanted to be a part of this community in the first place. 💜💜💜
colorado_john:
Please feel better Sid. Your SG royalty in my book!

SG (members, girls, hopefuls, @lyxzen , & @missy),

I shouldn’t have reacted in the way I did recently to someone who had some not-so-kind words to say in a time when they shouldn't be. It just pushed me to react before thinking, and that is not the normal me. Too many bad things going on at once, such as painful kidney infection + hospitalization + insensitivity...
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lord_renob:
I'll admit I'm unsure what happened. Sounds to me no matter your reaction it was partly justified, especially if you were reacting to someone's actions towards yourself. In any case what's done is done, I hope that you'll be able to find some time and peace to rest and heal. @};- On a side note I was wondering how last year's "toned down" con went?
diddy_dave_uk:
While i am not aware of the incident you are apologising for what i can say is you are only human and as such can not be expected to be perfect. Your strength and compassion are truly an inspiration to me and many here and nothing you could do would change that❤❤ i came to your profile today to get a photo to put in my WCW post for this week as i am showing love to those who inspire me, and i end up seeing this❤ i am sure i speak for the majority of members here when i say you are a specail and integral part of SG❤❤
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This year, what I want more than anything for X-mas is to set up another shoot for this site in the not too distant future...

And, of course, to have one bought. I really want/need to shoot a cosplay set. I mean, what’s more awesome than a handmade latex Gwenpool? Right?

Please SuicideGirls!? @missy @rambo?


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chrstphrgould:
Yes, please.
colorado_john:
Here's hoping you get your wish!
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starry:
I feel like such a creep commenting on all your posts here and on IG, but I really feel for you. Also Jack's Mannequin is awesome- I love "The Resolution". Anyway, I just feel like we're incredibly similar in some ways. You've been through so many more things than most people could imagine and so the way you feel is actually really normal and understandable. I also often feel like this, and it's honestly like my own personal little hell. Being chronically ill is awful, because it seems to take away everything and leave you isolated and unable to see the future. At least that's how I feel constantly, especially being bedridden for the past year. I know it's hard with a chronic illness, but I truly find that what helps me the most is taking a trip somewhere or seeing friends and dressing up and taking photos. If I can't leave my bed, I obsessively watch horror movies and anime. If my body will not leave me alone and is in pain, lately I've been taking warm baths and putting in peppermint/green tea/chamomile tea bags. If I have weed of some sort of THC & CBD capsules or oil, I take that and try to force myself to do something. Then I try my best to go back to distracting my brain. Or something else that's been really great is joining a support group- I do not know yet if I have chronic fatigue syndrome/myalgic encephalomyelitis, but my doctor wants to diagnose me with it after a year of being bedridden with various symptoms- so I attended a CFS/ME meeting here in my town and it just made me feel SO validated and less isolated. Or you can join Facebook support groups, which are awesome, because people there get it. I think ultimately, one of the best things to do is to reach out to other chronically ill people/spoonies- because we know how hellish living is when you're trapped and have tried everything and you're just still in so much pain. I really hope that helps you, and I truly hope I did ramble too much. You seem like such a crazy strong person, and I genuinely am grateful that I am not the only chronically ill/rare disease gal on this site. That being said, I am truly sad that your body makes you suffer so much too. I really hope that you can find some solutions and that you don't give up. Sometimes the only thing that keeps me going is just reminding myself that one day I want to be here for people like me and to help them. I want to be the person I needed for them. I'm sending you so, so much love. You truly are not alone, and I hope you find relief. <3 xoxo
starry:
Also my awesome babe @stormyent also has EDS, so maybe she can help more than me, as my illness is autoimmune/inflammatory. <3
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Buy the comic here! There are variant covers of some issues, and every single dollar goes into making this comic's next issues, so the more sold, the more comics made! It'd be really helpful! I would love to be able to cosplay as myself at a con some day.

littlejohn22:
wicked