I'm currently not really around like I want to be. It's mostly because my 12-year marriage with a longtime member of this site is ending. It's too hard at the moment to be here, reminded of the love he used to have for me. He's a different person now, and not for the better. I never dreamed that I'd become the villain that basically just...
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wizard0:
Take care of you.  Come back when you are ready.
triplewww:
Always on Team Did. Work on you. Heal. Return when you can. We'll wait, because you're worth waiting for.

I really hate my birthday. So if anyone wants to be awesome and send me love posts or anything. Here or instagram would be the best place for me to get them.

I’m waiting on some packages, gifts I got myself for today. I’m just rather bummed that I’m pretty much my own birthday gift giver. I guess that’s part of getting old...

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loz829:
Happy birthday!
ryucka:
Happy belated bday!!!

So, this year is flying by like crazy. I realized that my birthday curse may be starting earlier this year...

Basically, my tattoo is kind of messed up from getting stuck to my shirt while I slept one night, so I have some touching up to do. Of course, I make an appointment, and my artist gets sick, not once, but twice (my rescheduled appointment...
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littlejohn22:
you are such an awesome SG to me and I hope you have such a wonderful up coming birthday

I spent my day today getting a memorial tattoo for my aunt who passed away at the end of the year last year. She had breast and bone cancer and fought it for over 5 years, but sadly the battle was too much for her.

There’s a long story behind why I consider her my Captain Marvel, a character I cosplay quite often, but now...
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littlejohn22:
looks so wonderful and what a great tribute
firefromfrixion:
Very well spoken. I think your aunt would be honored.

Today marks my 15th anniversary of my first set going live! I cannot believe how quickly life goes by. With all the ups and downs I’ve had over all these years, SG was always the family I could come back to and confide in.

I just want to thank @missy, @sean, @rambo, and the rest of staff for making me at home here!

I also...
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wizard0:
15 years is both a lifetime and a blink of an eye.  Either way, it's a huge milestone and achievement.  Congrats to you, and I truly hope you get another set bought soon.  I still think the last one is amazing.
skywalker6:
Congrats
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Ugh. Things have not been going my way, is putting something seriously crappy in a way more generous light than it should be shown in. We had to junk our beloved VW which had quit on us sometime ago, and being excited about having a little bit of money in our pockets for food (our fridge has been super empty), our other, actually functioning car,...
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hauntava:
I feel your pain on a spiritual level sweetie. I am also working on designing clothes and the business plan to launch a vegan organic clothing line with. Out of no where I had to take in a teenager and her two animals and handle all they need finacially. So, now I have to start back at square one on saving up start up money. Sending you lots of good vibes and hope things get better for you soon. (Sorry if you got multiple post, my cell glitched)
sid:
@hauntava yeah, we also had to take in some of my husband’s friends because they had nowhere to go. That was only supposed to be for like 2 weeks... months later... No good deed goes unrewarded, huh? It also sucks because I’m always sick, and my EDS does not help.
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All the likes and support that you've given me lately (and not to mention the new followers!)

(Pic above of me getting my makeup done by some fabulous makeup artists at MAC in Denver prior to the Blackheart Burlesque show!)

So, new followers, let me welcome you! I love to engage with people, and I want to know how you found me and/or why you
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wizard0:
I have a laptop, and I am pretty lucky that I can turn it on and off, so I am of no help to you there.  I am glad that you are feeling better and keeping busy.  I hope your mom's visit turns out well.  the things you listed seemed like good ideas and interesting to me.  You would know better, what would interest her.
sid:
@a_enigma I actually got married to @trevor in Estes Park at the Stanley, so she’s been there. I already suggested the aquarium, but she shot it down, and as for being a “leafer”, we (mom and I) are from New England. She gets enough of those there. She’s so hard to entertain. I’ve been wanting to go back to the zoo in the Springs. We took her once. Maybe I can beg her to go so I can see the baby sloth.
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If you live in Colorado, you are in luck!

On the 13th and 14th I will be attending both the Colorado Springs and the Denver Blackheart Burlesque shows! I'm trying to find out if anyone is interested in doing a meet up or meal before the show's start. We SGs have to be in the venue prior to the VIP opening, and every time I've...
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irabrai:
Sid, you're incredible. Wish i didnt live so far away and could afford to just drop things to meet you and go to more BHB shows...but alas; money. Enjoy yourself!
wizard0:
I hope you have a great time!  Wish I lived closer.