All the likes and support that you've given me lately (and not to mention the new followers!)

(Pic above of me getting my makeup done by some fabulous makeup artists at MAC in Denver prior to the Blackheart Burlesque show!)

So, new followers, let me welcome you! I love to engage with people, and I want to know how you found me and/or
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wizard0:
I have a laptop, and I am pretty lucky that I can turn it on and off, so I am of no help to you there.  I am glad that you are feeling better and keeping busy.  I hope your mom's visit turns out well.  the things you listed seemed like good ideas and interesting to me.  You would know better, what would interest her.
sid:
@a_enigma I actually got married to @trevor in Estes Park at the Stanley, so she’s been there. I already suggested the aquarium, but she shot it down, and as for being a “leafer”, we (mom and I) are from New England. She gets enough of those there. She’s so hard to entertain. I’ve been wanting to go back to the zoo in the Springs. We took her once. Maybe I can beg her to go so I can see the baby sloth.

If you live in Colorado, you are in luck!

On the 13th and 14th I will be attending both the Colorado Springs and the Denver Blackheart Burlesque shows! I'm trying to find out if anyone is interested in doing a meet up or meal before the show's start. We SGs have to be in the venue prior to the VIP opening, and every...
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irabrai:
Sid, you're incredible. Wish i didnt live so far away and could afford to just drop things to meet you and go to more BHB shows...but alas; money. Enjoy yourself!
wizard0:
I hope you have a great time!  Wish I lived closer.

I had so much fun last weekend with @lo_, @phoenyxvain, @trevor (of course) and anyone who came out to see me at the Pogo Glass Art Show! This weekend I’m meeting @fleetwood to poster up Colorado Springs for the @blackheartburlesque show, and I cannot wait!

Here’s some photos from last weekend!:


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khachery:
😍😍😍
ericthedragon:
Awsome.  Looks like it was a blast.

This past year has been really relentless and dragging on with nothing but heartbreak. Why am I still so loyal to those who hurt me so much? I’m not even asking for much. Not a public apology, but maybe a private one since I’m not the one who made up fake accounts to stalk, hurt others, and spread lies. If I were really...
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tali79:
I dont know what you are dealing with but I hope everything gets better for you.
littlejohn22:
I hope you can release the hurting and embrace the joy. I know it can be hard at times but I love that you are here and I love your input

My aunt seems to be refusing to let go and has been in hospice for way longer than anyone thought. She was given hours to live after she decided to end all treatments for her cancer. It's been about a week now. They have her so drugged up (to keep the pain at bay) that she hasn't spoken since Monday.

My mother is...
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rhody:
I'm glad you're improving in regards to your health. Your Instagram posts always have me worried. I'm sorry you have this stress going on, too.
rlochraven:
@sid - I don't think you are being selfish.  You have to deal with things in the way you do and no one should be judging you for that.

Hello San Diego!

I’ve been missing this drink for over a year (non alcoholic, considering I’m still a tad concerned over my rough summer health-wise).

I landed in this great city of Comic Con earlier this morning only to be picked up by an Elvis Impersonator Lyft driver. That for sure made bring up and out of the house by like 5 am
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littlejohn22:
I wish I could be there
wizard0:
Hope you have a fantastic time!

I'm trying to make it back here... Slowly. Hopefully, I will be accepted again, with open arms.

I am 3 days out until I turn 34. I'm wondering when I got so old. It's been a rough go this year, with medication reactions that made me angry and others that made me black out completely, hospital and ER visits, my first multi-night...
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ellellcee:
Well shucks, to even get a reply back has made my year! I’m usually a pretty silent admirer, but felt compelled to say something tonight. I look forward to seeing and reading your future adventures!
littlejohn22:
you are an inspiration to me and I love that you will be posting again. I am so sorry to hear you are having a rough time. I do hope you hook up with other members in San Diego

I've been here as a SuicideGirl for 14 years, and I still feel like most people don't know me, understand me, nor care to learn anything about me. Which is fine, not everyone needs to like me. However, sometimes, I have this feeling of exile, and I often find myself on that desert island all alone with little to no support or friends
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jackrabbit_:
So sad you are dealing with so much. I enjoy our little talks and hope you get as much out of them as I do. Talking to you reminds me of why I wanted to be a part of this community in the first place. 💜💜💜
colorado_john:
Please feel better Sid. Your SG royalty in my book!