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I’m so sorry I haven’t been the best at updating. My health went south and I had to move again because of my last landlord being crazy. I live in a gorgeous building now with an extra bedroom and my cat is loving the plethora of windows she can watch out of and all the room she has there. I finally have a bed. My
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Twice the size of the small house I’m moving out of currently, and in a historic part of my city, I am finally staying my first night in the brand new place!

This was all me, too. No one helped. I got it with my own credit approval, my own hard work! After almost 2 years of pretty much abuse of a landlord who actually...
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This is what no makeup 40 looks like on me:

I didn’t expect to be single at 40 and having to move again because there are more crazy people in the world than sane ones.

I didn’t expect to have a chronically painful illness, but I’m pushing through it, and I’m focusing on me and my health for once instead of walking on eggshells to
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In 2 weeks, I turn 40! I’m bummed because I never thought I’d be single from let’s just say, a shitty relationship I was too stupid to see from right in front of my face. Everyone else saw it, except me.

I’m in the middle of finding a place to move to because my landlord is crazy. But with the amount of dead mice I’m...
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@vintagesg posted my little love letter to SG and being an OG model. You have no idea how much the members and site have helped me through some of the hardest times in my life. You can read that here.

I got weighed for the first time in quite some time today. Let’s just say I’m back under 100 lbs. I wanted to lose
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Hey loves,

Life has been kind of been one big mess after another. People who, under the guise of caring too much, putting their noses in things I would give anything for them just leave alone and stop “helping” because they’re just making it worse.

This week, I had a rather big blow to my self esteem when I was informed that my specialist doctor...
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Things have been stressful here in my little world. I’ve been sick and having near-constant migraines. I had to get a shot in my booty last week for one I’ve had on and off for almost a month. Hurt. Same doctor’s appointment, they took like 9 vials of blood. It was a joy (no, no it wasn’t).

I’ve been increasingly nervous and frustrated all at...
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