Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats Tip

sid

Colorado, Boston, Rhode Island

SG Since 2004

Followers 7130 Following 140

MFC
  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

Jun 15, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

x0x0,
skull Sid skull

P.S. this is the only way to describe how i feel right now. happy fucking birthday. Thanks for the reminder I am alone. 2 years ago on my birthday, my dad died. I don't need more drama. frown
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
thedomfather:
If i could i'd be there for you.
I do not know what it is like as my father is dead to me. He is a child molester and i never knew him. But i do know that it is hard to loose those you love and your father.. it must be many times more worse than any void i have ever had. blackeyed
But I am here to listen and help in anyway i can. Just let me know and we can talk
Jun 17, 2005
polloborracho:
Actually, I think I do know a bit of how that feels....
Jun 18, 2005

More Blogs

  • 09.07.24
    8

    So much going on.

    I’m so sorry I haven’t been the best at updating. My heal…
  • 07.20.24
    10

    Moving sucks, but the new place is amazing.

    Twice the size of the small house I’m moving out of currently, and …
  • 06.13.24
    26

    It’s my birthday…

    This is what no makeup 40 looks like on me: I didn’t exp…
  • 05.30.24
    9

    I’m getting old…

    In 2 weeks, I turn 40! I’m bummed because I never thought I’…
  • 08.31.23
    14

    I wrote a love letter to the members of SG!

    @vintagesg posted my little love letter to SG and being an OG model…
  • 07.14.23
    8

    My hectic life.

    Hey loves, Life has been kind of been one big mess after another…
  • 03.08.23
    4

    Just a wee update.

    Things have been stressful here in my little world. I’ve been sick …
  • 02.10.23
    10

    Last night, my beloved dog Penny passed in her sleep. She was 14.

  • 01.31.23
    18

    I’ve been an SG for 19 years?

    I didn’t write about this on the day of because it was a Friday,…
  • 11.12.22
    8

    Life.

    I’ve been stuck in and out of doctors’ offices, urgent care appoint…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

25
years
0
months
27
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,707 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,153,763 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,893,726 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | Safety Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2026

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo