I'm Afraid She'll Laugh At Me
When I break it down to what matters. in the end, that's really the only fear. The same fear I've always had since the moment I noticed girls. ( Sad thing is I only realize this after i've been working too long and then go off and get drunk on the high that is what I do.) That's the...
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When I break it down to what matters. in the end, that's really the only fear. The same fear I've always had since the moment I noticed girls. ( Sad thing is I only realize this after i've been working too long and then go off and get drunk on the high that is what I do.) That's the...
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djdragyn:
dude you give really good advice, seriously. are you a dr?
A good year easily devisable by 2
A performance of Beauty And The Beast on new years day. Now that's gotta suck....Not for me, I'm the spot op. God seniority rules. With 2 and half months into the run I could do this gig drunk or stoned on mushrooms ( - Actually that would be kind of cool. ) The cast were a little rough...
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A performance of Beauty And The Beast on new years day. Now that's gotta suck....Not for me, I'm the spot op. God seniority rules. With 2 and half months into the run I could do this gig drunk or stoned on mushrooms ( - Actually that would be kind of cool. ) The cast were a little rough...
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Their be some sports, that are painful in their labour....
well, it's resolution time....
I haven't done this in a while. I haven't felt the need really. But, this year has been kind of overcomforting and a little anticlimatic to say the least. Usually I'm too busy running around putting out one fire, or the next in my life. Jugging work, finding roomates and thinking...
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well, it's resolution time....
I haven't done this in a while. I haven't felt the need really. But, this year has been kind of overcomforting and a little anticlimatic to say the least. Usually I'm too busy running around putting out one fire, or the next in my life. Jugging work, finding roomates and thinking...
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dmac:
Hi again...nope, everyone's pretty sure this wasn't a result of stress (although I clearly remember telling the dudes in the ambulance that this was due to too much homework 
) In truth, the docs say they really don't know WHAT might have prompted this and that we probably never will. Just another mystery the universe has thrown my way, lucky me. I continue to do better every single day. The double vision is episodic rather than constant and mostly I"m just tired as hell. I've been joking that there will be no lampshade on my head this New Year's. 
I was glad to read your addendum to Add_rock about the mail order bride thing. Here in Portland there are a TON of those situations and most of them that I know are pretty unhealthy. Guess it's different in Vancouver, but still be careful with narrowing your search so much. If you ask me, (and I can presume to add my two cents worth) cast a wide net, ask LOTS of people out and focus on fun, not matrimony or permanence. Shyness, in many women's minds, is a very sweet and endearing attribute (and, I might add, highly attractive) but it's also one that many of us never get to see because it controls the guy too much....
yikes, I'll stop monologue-ing! Have a nice New Year's and I'll catch up with you later. Now get out there and pick out a good lampshade for tonight!
) In truth, the docs say they really don't know WHAT might have prompted this and that we probably never will. Just another mystery the universe has thrown my way, lucky me. I continue to do better every single day. The double vision is episodic rather than constant and mostly I"m just tired as hell. I've been joking that there will be no lampshade on my head this New Year's.
I was glad to read your addendum to Add_rock about the mail order bride thing. Here in Portland there are a TON of those situations and most of them that I know are pretty unhealthy. Guess it's different in Vancouver, but still be careful with narrowing your search so much. If you ask me, (and I can presume to add my two cents worth) cast a wide net, ask LOTS of people out and focus on fun, not matrimony or permanence. Shyness, in many women's minds, is a very sweet and endearing attribute (and, I might add, highly attractive) but it's also one that many of us never get to see because it controls the guy too much....
yikes, I'll stop monologue-ing! Have a nice New Year's and I'll catch up with you later. Now get out there and pick out a good lampshade for tonight!
realistic67:
Oh, you can add more than two cents as far as I'm concerned. Women still facinate me as they will til I die.
It's just that being single at my age in my field really sucks. All the available women are at least 12 years younger than me and actresses to boot. ( Majority being rather shallow....) And sometimes the fustrations leads me to extreme measures in thought only.
Mind you, the three guys I speak of are real and they are actually very loved by the women in question. I think you have to really know yourself to make that kind of relationship work ( A thease guys do...) And I'd like to think by the time I'm 40 I'll have sorted out this love thing one way or another...
It's just that being single at my age in my field really sucks. All the available women are at least 12 years younger than me and actresses to boot. ( Majority being rather shallow....) And sometimes the fustrations leads me to extreme measures in thought only.
Mind you, the three guys I speak of are real and they are actually very loved by the women in question. I think you have to really know yourself to make that kind of relationship work ( A thease guys do...) And I'd like to think by the time I'm 40 I'll have sorted out this love thing one way or another...
Christmas...Or, why can't I be gay...?
Things weren't bad....
My little Sis is sticking to it for two years in a row. Great on her...( Our family has a dry christmas due to alcoholism and heavy drug use. She's in AA and getting her life back on track so our ultimate gift to her on christmas is keeping it cool.)
I want to take this...
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Things weren't bad....
My little Sis is sticking to it for two years in a row. Great on her...( Our family has a dry christmas due to alcoholism and heavy drug use. She's in AA and getting her life back on track so our ultimate gift to her on christmas is keeping it cool.)
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dmac:
Sometimes Christmas can really bring out the good in people despite what Hollywood would like to portray My only sibling, a brother, has been out of my life for nearly 12 years by his own personal choice and no amount of effort on my part has been able to re-connect with him. Lots of tears on my part, lots of hateful words on his. However, he actually called me while I was in the hospital on Christmas eve and we had a lovely talk for about 15 minutes. When my mom took the phone from me at the end of the call, I dissolved into a wreck of tears becaused I've missed his presence in my life for so long. Perhaps this will be a good growing step for us but I hesitate to hold my breath because of all the past weirdness we share between us. The little nasty voice in my head said he's only calling because of my little brush with death -- this is all about guilt. He's not interested in mending fences. then I thought "how dare you, dee -- does it REALLY matter why he called at all? Stop judging the reasons and rationale and just be thankful that you could hear his voice again."
Bless you for holding on to that hope for your sister and DOUBLE bless you for remaining steadfast in your love for her. We can always pick our friends but we can't pick our family so it's nice to hear you speak of the positive things you still see within your relationship. Hold onto your optimism -- we sisters of the world applaud you for it.
Bless you for holding on to that hope for your sister and DOUBLE bless you for remaining steadfast in your love for her. We can always pick our friends but we can't pick our family so it's nice to hear you speak of the positive things you still see within your relationship. Hold onto your optimism -- we sisters of the world applaud you for it.
burn_bomb:
It's all good, man.
Good to see everything went smoothly this christmas for ya.
Hope you have a great new year's!
Good to see everything went smoothly this christmas for ya.
Hope you have a great new year's!
Onward to hell Week....
Next weeks portion of the run is eight shows in 5 days. Due to Xmas being on Sunday.
Of course as a herald to this. A virus is starting through the cast. Thank god I'm up in the dome running followspot and as far away from the germ sink hole that is backstage. Xmas with a cold sucks but imagine having...
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Next weeks portion of the run is eight shows in 5 days. Due to Xmas being on Sunday.
Of course as a herald to this. A virus is starting through the cast. Thank god I'm up in the dome running followspot and as far away from the germ sink hole that is backstage. Xmas with a cold sucks but imagine having...
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burn_bomb:
Actually haven't gotten around to getting a tape player lol
rubysparkle:
Few years ago I used to have dreams about Keanu Reeves & could never figure out why since I'm not into him. Weird.
Wow I have three cute girls as friends on this now....
That's more in one year then I've made all this past decade.
I need to get out and chat a bit more.....
That's more in one year then I've made all this past decade.
I need to get out and chat a bit more.....
dan_aka_napoleon:
right on! thanks for the advice youve been giving on my thread and stuff, youre like the older brother i never had. (yeah i know thats super cliche but so what.)
Winds of change....
The past has come bak to haunt me. I've been supenoed by my union to testify tomorrow at a hearing about an incident which occured at a theatre way back in 2001.
The Theatre in question is about to be turned into a night-club at the end of the year. And I haven't worked there since some time this last year
But,...
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The past has come bak to haunt me. I've been supenoed by my union to testify tomorrow at a hearing about an incident which occured at a theatre way back in 2001.
The Theatre in question is about to be turned into a night-club at the end of the year. And I haven't worked there since some time this last year
But,...
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simonkelly:
I hope it goes well for you.
Connecting up....
The show's hit a good groove. It's the hit of the season here and our matinees are selling out big time. "Beauty And The Beast" isn't art. ( Nor is any real big mega musical for that matter....) but it feels good. I really love the matinee shows more than the evening shows. So much so I'm getting up much earlier than I...
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The show's hit a good groove. It's the hit of the season here and our matinees are selling out big time. "Beauty And The Beast" isn't art. ( Nor is any real big mega musical for that matter....) but it feels good. I really love the matinee shows more than the evening shows. So much so I'm getting up much earlier than I...
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rubysparkle:
Hey I went to see Beauty & Beast. Not my usual thing but I did enjoy it!
dmac:
I read this journal entry from you and smiled. I remember the day I came to that exact same place in my own life where it was hard to even remember the old life and the old relationship and all the old pain that went with it. To say congratulations to you sounds really cliche and lame, so instead I'll just say....
"peace"
"peace"
So What.....
I've been toying with wearing my Leather 501's out in the open for a few days now.
I should be O.K. with this really. I 'm of that certain, more confident "I Don't Fucking Care What You Think Age" And I'm still single and in shape. I still wear the same waist size levi's that I went into college wearing. (knock on wood)...
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I've been toying with wearing my Leather 501's out in the open for a few days now.
I should be O.K. with this really. I 'm of that certain, more confident "I Don't Fucking Care What You Think Age" And I'm still single and in shape. I still wear the same waist size levi's that I went into college wearing. (knock on wood)...
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donut3000:
hi ya, im aiming on being more responsive and chatty this week in the virtual world, wish you a good week!
lazboy:
Dude, I so get the leather pants thing. I ride so I have a couple pairs of "utility" leathers that I find myself having to get off the bike and go shopping in once a while. They make me very self-conscious. And so I carry my helmet like a security blanket so everyone knows it's a safety thing.
Sure it is.
But don't wear leather to a strip club. Or jeans, for that matter. You want the thinnest pants you own (and I'll bet you know why...)!
Sure it is.
But don't wear leather to a strip club. Or jeans, for that matter. You want the thinnest pants you own (and I'll bet you know why...
)!Black Leather Christmas....
I always start off the Xmas season with a nice purchase for me. As long as rent is covered and I can afford it. That way, come the big day I'm never let down around the christmas tree. I have no girlfriend or significant other nor have I had one for some time. So, I'm really my own Santa thease days. My...
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I always start off the Xmas season with a nice purchase for me. As long as rent is covered and I can afford it. That way, come the big day I'm never let down around the christmas tree. I have no girlfriend or significant other nor have I had one for some time. So, I'm really my own Santa thease days. My...
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donut3000:
soz ive been anti social this week, hope every thing is good with you
dmac:
Good for you! I totally support and encourage treating one's self to something lovely every so often.
(love the dinner jacket idea! I say do it!)
(love the dinner jacket idea! I say do it!)