pulloffmywings

"the boy who blocked his own shot" - brand new


If it makes you less sad,
I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad,
we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start...
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THANKS TO ALL THE SG'S WHO COMMENTED IN THE ADVICE COLUMN!! really, i think i AM just gonna give up on it. but yeah, it all helped me, thanks!


If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away
Watch me unravel,
I'll soon be naked
Lying on the
floor
I've come undone ...

WEEZER!

*i feel like i have come...
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"If Only"

if only i weren't so naive
i would understand.
if only i weren't so gullible
i would give up the lies.
if only i weren't so shy
i would tell you how i feel.
if only i weren't so blind
i would give up my disguise.
if only you wreen't so beautiful
i would turn my gaze away.
if only you weren't so...
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yay, i got my piccies up! the one i want in my profile won't go in there. RAWR

so why DON'T men call when they say they will? i was just gonna give up on marshall, until he came up and was flirtin with me at the supermarket. but still, no phone call. since he just moved, he might not have a phone. oh well....
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"change (in the house of flies)"
by the deftones

I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change In you
It's like you never Had wings
Now you feel So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change...
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i got through yet another incredibly hazy night... and wow, was it great. our friends came over and we watched some Mr. Show and Detroit Rock City. we also got lost going to Hardees, but then somehow we wandered ourselves over to the OTHER Hardees, which, unknown to us, was 4 blocks away from where we live.

so i was lookin great today, and yesterday......
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"okay, i believe you, but my tommy gun don't" by brand new

I am heaven sent.
Don't you dare forget.
I am all you've ever wanted.
What all the other *girls* all promised. Sorry I told. I just needed you to know. I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems. Shelter from cold.
We're never alone.
Coordinate brain and...
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"bruises" by Majandra Delfino

I can't stop thinking about cutting myself up
Visual bruises can be covered with makeup
But down to the core I'm all bruises
My little whore gives these excuses

How can this be rationalised?
Your brain's programmed all of those lies
What do you tell yourself about our situation
How can you look at yourself
Without having some sort of revelation...
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shaded black
by her own hands
due to boredom in her life.
her own image
staring back at her
had no resemblance at all.
piercing eyes
blackened heart
in perfectly corresponding tones.
"where's my mind?
did i do this?
i'd imagined me too dark and hard.
mirror, mirror
choose wisely-
who am i pretending to be?"
she closed the box
with her scattered self image,...
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"Passionate Addiction"

cool beams of
radiating gleams
of pure golden moonshine bliss.
the touch of lust,
your crimson blush,
your thighs glistening with my kiss.
i love you madly,
your damp poison candy,
which neutralizes my passionate heart.
you killed my soul
as you made me whole,
you were my saviour from the start.

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so i've already met way too many cool people here........
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