"bruises" by Majandra Delfino
I can't stop thinking about cutting myself up
Visual bruises can be covered with makeup
But down to the core I'm all bruises
My little whore gives these excuses
How can this be rationalised?
Your brain's programmed all of those lies
What do you tell yourself about our situation
How can you look at yourself
Without having some sort of revelation
How do you live with yourself?
How could you possibly hurt someone like myself?
The saddest part though, is, I would take you back
You've turned me into some spineless hypochondriac
Now I tend to every last emotion
I'm just so caught up in this I cannot
Grasp this hazed proprtion.
Alright now I'll be fair
I'll just pull you by your hair
I just kick from time to time
And then I'll love you in the meantime
It'll be just like before
I'll be your girl you'll be my whore
I am not an angry child
I don't run hot nor mild
But for some reason when it comes to you
I smile at the thought of hurting you
I smile at the thought of watching you die
I strive off the image of making you cry
I feed off the feeling of, of having you need
I lick the illusion of watching you bleed
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isn't that song just great? man, none other than majandra could sing it either... i guess i love it for the pure fact that it applies to 2 different guys in my life. *sigh* men. rawr
so i just got a call, and i got there, and yet again, it was another drunk, passed out, lunatic. so i drove all the way there for nothing. ARGH! i need money! PFFT!
MARSHALL! *swoon* so there i was, goin thru the checkout line at Sunmart (where he works)..... i didn't know he was workin, tho. all of the sudden he came up behind me, poked me in the sides, and said "u finally puttin some meat on ur bones?!" how cute is that?!?! then we talked for a bit. aw man he makes me all giddy inside, and the little butterflies are goin nuts in my tummy.
I can't stop thinking about cutting myself up
Visual bruises can be covered with makeup
But down to the core I'm all bruises
My little whore gives these excuses
How can this be rationalised?
Your brain's programmed all of those lies
What do you tell yourself about our situation
How can you look at yourself
Without having some sort of revelation
How do you live with yourself?
How could you possibly hurt someone like myself?
The saddest part though, is, I would take you back
You've turned me into some spineless hypochondriac
Now I tend to every last emotion
I'm just so caught up in this I cannot
Grasp this hazed proprtion.
Alright now I'll be fair
I'll just pull you by your hair
I just kick from time to time
And then I'll love you in the meantime
It'll be just like before
I'll be your girl you'll be my whore
I am not an angry child
I don't run hot nor mild
But for some reason when it comes to you
I smile at the thought of hurting you
I smile at the thought of watching you die
I strive off the image of making you cry
I feed off the feeling of, of having you need
I lick the illusion of watching you bleed
_______________________________
isn't that song just great? man, none other than majandra could sing it either... i guess i love it for the pure fact that it applies to 2 different guys in my life. *sigh* men. rawr
so i just got a call, and i got there, and yet again, it was another drunk, passed out, lunatic. so i drove all the way there for nothing. ARGH! i need money! PFFT!
MARSHALL! *swoon* so there i was, goin thru the checkout line at Sunmart (where he works)..... i didn't know he was workin, tho. all of the sudden he came up behind me, poked me in the sides, and said "u finally puttin some meat on ur bones?!" how cute is that?!?! then we talked for a bit. aw man he makes me all giddy inside, and the little butterflies are goin nuts in my tummy.
And twice??? Wow... *shy grin*
Majandra Delfino fucking rocks. Have you seen the movie The Learning Curve? I saw it in the store and bought it just cause she was in it. Turned out to be a good movie. But she sings a song in it...I love that song.