pulloffmywings

"the boy who blocked his own shot" - brand new


If it makes you less sad,
I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad,
we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day
in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold.
A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot,
but it's missed when it's gone.
If it makes you less sad,
I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself.
I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad,
I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint,
I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb,
and it's dark in your room,
when I sneak to your bed
to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution.
You just wanted to be missed.
You are calm and reposed.
Let your beauty unfold. P
ale white, l
ike the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.


*wow, that song is so amazing. i swear, every brand new song has lyrics i relate to in so many ways.... maybe that's not good tho......*

so it's 3:30 am... i have to be up in 7 hours, cuz the ND news station is sending people here to interview me. they're driving 3 1/2 hours just to interview little old me about adoption. aint that great? i hope i do okay. i've talked to high school classes about adoption before tho, and i did ok. i'm so excited tho. people all over the state will get to see pics of my little angel.

well my 1st photoset will be getting taken in about 16 hours, i'm so excited. i hope everything goes according to plan, although i don't think it will. i have this feeling that i'll have to make alot of last minute changes. oh well. i'd just like some awesome pictures that'd at least get me thru phase 1.

so i have a revelation today. i'm going to stop hating on people for their choice of music. so many times i tell people "good charlotte isn't punk, blah blah blah, you suck, blah blah", and i JUST realized how ridiculous that is. i'm not racist, i'm not sexist, but i judge people on music? no that's not cool! a person's taste in music has NOTHING to do with personality, and i feel bad that i JUST figured it out. *sigh*

ok, so QUESTION OF THE DAY: how many times, and what colors, have you dyed your hair?

mine: prolly been dyed about 30 times since i was 15... it's been red (natural and fire engine), blonde, burgundy, black, and other different natural shades, as well as many different colored streaks (pink, purple, blue, green, etc).