pulloffmywings

shaded black
by her own hands
due to boredom in her life.
her own image
staring back at her
had no resemblance at all.
piercing eyes
blackened heart
in perfectly corresponding tones.
"where's my mind?
did i do this?
i'd imagined me too dark and hard.
mirror, mirror
choose wisely-
who am i pretending to be?"
she closed the box
with her scattered self image,
she throws it all away.
shaded black
by her own decisions
due to boredom in her life.
her own image
rough and wise
in corresponding tones of black and gray.


*hooray for stoned poetry!*

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i love this song:

"the speed of pain" by marilyn manson

they slit our throats
like we were flowers
and our milk has been devoured.
when y ou want it
it goes away too fast.
when you hate it
it always seems to last.
but just remember when you think you're free -
the crack inside your fucking heart is me.
i wish i could sleep
but i can't lay on my back
becuz there's a knife
for every day that i've known you.
lie to me, cry to me, give to me
i would
lie with me, die with me, give to me
i would
keep all your secrets wrapped in dead hair
i hope at least we die holding hands for always

*tear* i find that soooo beautiful

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now enough with the mess of words and lyrics.... man i'm so tired. it's 5 am. my car should be done gettin fixed today.... i told my roomates i probably won't be at home, i'm gonna be drivin around. i gotta go job hunting, and tanning, buy smokes and gas, go make my tat appointment, buy me some gauged earrings, and find fear and loathing on DVD! wow... busy busy. of course i'll still have time to come here. i love yall!