pulloffmywings

THANKS TO ALL THE SG'S WHO COMMENTED IN THE ADVICE COLUMN!! really, i think i AM just gonna give up on it. but yeah, it all helped me, thanks!


If you want to destroy my sweater
Hold this thread as I walk away
Watch me unravel,
I'll soon be naked
Lying on the
floor
I've come undone ...

WEEZER!

*i feel like i have come undone.... *sigh*

well, although i was rejected, i'm not giving up. i know many girls have been rejected a few times. but i'm taking my first set on wednesday, wish me luck!! it should be pretty friggin cool *hehe*

i made an appointment today for my first ink stain in a year! ooooh so excited!

so i talked to Jesse last nite... for those of u who don't know, he's my ex of 14 months, also father of my girl (don't ask, given up for adoption, i'll talk later).
Jesse in brief: 19 year old who has athing for my 15 year old friends, alcoholic, needs another 10 years before he grows up.... ok. so last nite he calls me, and he's sayin racist jokes and whatnot, and not wanting to get into it, i tell him i'm gonna go and to call me some other time. then he outright asked me if i was racist, and i said "no that's freakin stupid". and he said "so when blacks take over the world, are you going to continue to not be racist?" that comment set me off, it was 3 am but i was yelling at the top of my little lungs. i left him with this comment: "being racist is not only ignorant, but it shows you're scared. why hate someone for having a different pigment in their skin? you are a scared little boy who needs to grow up. so mature a little before you call me next..." followed by me hanging up on him and ignoring the 6 times he tried calling after that. ARGH! i hate him, and i hate racists.

now for the QUESTION OF THE DAY!: if you could kill 5 people and get away with it, who would they be?

mine would be: eminem, fred durst, whoever invented pop up ads, the guy who raped me, and my best friend's abusive step dad.