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keep in mind as I type this I have had about 2 hours of sleep if I'm lucky.

so I'm sleeping nicely....until my mom wakes me up "I have to go to the hospital now, I can't breathe!"

okay, get dressed, drive her there. asthma attack?

well, after waiting and testing and everything, an EKG, Chest X-Ray, and bloodwork, it comes back:

EKG is weird...
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erragal:
Hope you mom is o.k. Nothing worse then just hanging around a hospital.
panini:
I hope your mom feels better!
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sitting here, realizing that my sleep schedule is all kinds of messed up from working overnights. let's see, Thursday, I'm so exhausted from everything that I fall asleep shortly after Grey's Anatomy is done. I might sleep until 9 AM, 10 if I'm lucky, on Friday. the only problem is that I work 11:30 PM on Friday until 8 AM (or so) on Saturday. so...
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panini:
hey. hope this week goes a bit better smile just think: 3 more days until greys anatomy! hahaha.. that's what i do at least. get a good night's rest!!!
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New York State Department of Motor Vehicles, how I love thee.....NOT!

here's the deal:

3 tickets leads to a Driver Responsibility Assessment of $450 I have to pay over 3 years.

well, I get an amount due of $200 in August.

I try paying, but the check bounces....DOH!

in September, I get a statement saying I have to pay $235 by October 15 or my...
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cereal_killer:
yeah, be careful with that shit... i didn't even get any sort of pre-warning... i got 3 tickets in an 8 month period and BAM! there goes my license... fuck the police! wait, no, well, them too, but fuck the DMV!
sophronia:
yer cool, their bad.
have a nice weekend
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what an interesting week. tired as all hell. being called in on Monday to work 5:30 to 11 PM isn't too bad....except when your sick and have to work the next day at 7:30 AM! that f*cking blew! only saving grace was getting $2 an hour extra for the shift. but it still sucked!

then work on Tuesday was insanely busy. nothing to add stress...
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erragal:
Yea every time I talk to my mom is't like going to a medical convention. Also hey it don't matter so much if other people think you can be a good counceler, it matters if you think so. But on the flip side most the time the person that has the worse opionion of someone is themselves.
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some things I forgot about that happens when I get sick with a cold:

1. I lose my appetite. totally. that is, until I'm better. then it returns with a f*cking vengence!

2. I now ache all over. a dull kind of ache. guess that goes with the turf. thankfully I have a high pain tolerance!

3. I blow my nose like crazy. its nasty!...
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sophronia:
I do hope that you get better soon.
get lotsa rest!
panini:
GL with your research paper smile

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so Tuesday, I walk into work...the vestibule is starting to look like someone is constructing Santa's freakin' Village in it! what's even funnier, is the one side is pumpkins for Halloween!

then, last night, I look out....its lit up by freakin' Christmas trees!

WTF, people! don't they realize that Christmas is 2 holidays away, at least 8 weeks away?

grrr....hate it when people jump holidays!...
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sophronia:
get better soon !
panini:
hahahha... i know, people have all their halloween things decorated here in the res halls. im sure christmas things will be popping up shortly.

hope u feel better!
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so, part of the problem with getting a tattoo is the healing process. while in itself its not too bad, when you are standing there and someone walks up and pats you on the back, or even worse, pokes you in the back about, oh 3 to 4 hours after getting the tattoo done, well, let's just say I was almost on the ceiling!

and...
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panini:
ive never been to counseling before, but its always been on my to do list. i hope you feel better smile
sophronia:
hey, at least you don't get the itchies !

for me, at least, thats the WORST part of the process, by far !

the important thing for me about examining my "dark side" is in the simple fact that I am bringing it out into the open, and making an effort to start to process it. I have discovered that I just don't WANT to let go of a lot of things yet.

yep.
scarey.

hope all is well in your world lately !
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raleigh1:
Thank You! kiss
bubblegumcupcake:
your tatts looking good smile Yeah. I am definately takin a holiday. Just wish I won the lotto. Then I could do a quick round the world or somethin before settling in to a boring adult life focused and driven by how much I earn. Could pick u up and drag u round with me once your done too tongue Hehe..........ahh, its not all that bad. Nearly there. Im looking forward to having more self direction as well. I want to do my own thing for a while.
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yup, Halo 2 is going to kill my grades this semester I do believe! but it is soo stress relieving to blow things up! add to that getting a sword in the game....now you can kill the enemies close up as well....sweeet!

now only if I got rid of this head ache. think I'm coming down with a cold or something. it bites....big time!

so...
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jermhawk:
A one piece fishing pole with a cut off tip and an apple tree. Great fun!

panini:
hey, good luck on having your tat colored in!!! it is going to look awesome, im sure smile
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tires rotated and balanced, car is running, work is done (kind of) for the next few days (ehh, who I am kidding? I have to do 2 weekly hour logs by Wednesday night, as well as read a chapter, an article, and a case book presentation by Wednesday night as well!).

Thursday night, I get my tattoo colored in (would have been last week, but...
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heavenandhell:
glad your car is sorted. but i'm sorry you're overloaded with work.

take care.

kiss
jermhawk:
cars can't live with them can't live without them
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looking back at my friend's list, it makes me wonder:

I have 29 listed
6 are grey
1 got zotted

I've made one friend request.....it seems I got rejected (or the person hasn't responded yet).

>sigh<

and the scary part, its so much better than my real life. in my real life, well, in the Rochester area, I really have no friends. some co-workers and...
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bubblegumcupcake:
kiss I got it too. And hell - who wouldnt like a cute single female hanging around biggrin
panini:
id totally be your friend and hang out with you if i were in the same area... man, to be at opposite sides of the state. anyways, hope you get some down time soon so you can watch your DVDs. have a nice weekend.
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so today I went to buy Lennon's new CD Damaged Goods, but every store I checked at, it was sold out! so, time to buy it on-line!

everyone else out there, if you don't buy this album, shame on you! you should definitely buy the album!

and on other notes, my car is running now. from the sounds of it, the radiator had to be...
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sophronia:
what kine music is it?