just realized, been single for over 6 years now (it was 6 years ago this past week when the last girl I dated said she didn't want the relationship anymore....I do believe her line was "You taught me relationships can be good and I'm deserving of respect, now I want to see what else is out there.")
she was also the one who cheated on...
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she was also the one who cheated on...
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well, survived the holidays intact. it was different than before. my step-father's parents did not come over....always a good thing (I get annoyed by her). and my second cousin came over. she's one of those people that if you dropped her in the middle of the desert, about a week later, she'll come walking out with a group of new friends.
also spent the last...
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also spent the last...
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erragal:
sorry i have't posted to ur blog next week i should have time
jermhawk:
no its not 
well, this past Sunday, I met an ex-co-worker of mine for lunch. it was nice to get out of the area for a short while and see how things are with her. things have changed where I used to work. and in so many ways, I'm glad I'm out.
and today at work, I started to crash. with me, if I'm tired, I'm tired. but...
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and today at work, I started to crash. with me, if I'm tired, I'm tired. but...
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raleigh1:
Halo 2 rocks! I hope you get some much deserved rest! Have a happy turkey day! 
unsub:
Rest if you need rest and play when you need to play...You have a lot on your plate. 
(for those who have voluntarily gone to counseling):
ever have it where you did one assignment really good, had the other assignment as a "work in progress", and made it known...only to have the counselor look at the "work in progress" stuff?
yup, happened to me this past week.
I'm still working on the emotions list. however, I have to continue to develop the list...and...
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ever have it where you did one assignment really good, had the other assignment as a "work in progress", and made it known...only to have the counselor look at the "work in progress" stuff?
yup, happened to me this past week.
I'm still working on the emotions list. however, I have to continue to develop the list...and...
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panini:
yay! congrats on your great delivery of your presentation!
ahh, work last night....it sucked.
it was starting off good, getting things done so I could get a jump on things! really, it was.
then one of the cashiers said how her purse (and car keys) were in the accounting office. which I can not get in to (neither the keys nor the code).
after about 1/2 hour to an hour of trying to figure...
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it was starting off good, getting things done so I could get a jump on things! really, it was.
then one of the cashiers said how her purse (and car keys) were in the accounting office. which I can not get in to (neither the keys nor the code).
after about 1/2 hour to an hour of trying to figure...
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bubblegumcupcake:
glad I could help.
Life post practicum is....not as relaxing as I would like it. Bf's 21st to plan and clean the house for, getting onto a different centrelink (social welfare) plan - more money tho which helps. Will do something to relax tho - eventually. Kinda looking for jobs soon too. Im kinda looking forward to that too in a way.
Life post practicum is....not as relaxing as I would like it. Bf's 21st to plan and clean the house for, getting onto a different centrelink (social welfare) plan - more money tho which helps. Will do something to relax tho - eventually. Kinda looking for jobs soon too. Im kinda looking forward to that too in a way.
heavenandhell:
kitties over 100lbs are the ultimate feline.......shame they would eat you as soon as look at you. 
well, another week down, and its scary to think that school is almost over for the semester!
internship is still going. it seems that my supervision sessions quickly migrate towards a counseling aspect. I know the theories and I can learn the information. its the work on myself I need to do.
wrote about 2 to 2 1/2 pages to answer my question "Where do...
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internship is still going. it seems that my supervision sessions quickly migrate towards a counseling aspect. I know the theories and I can learn the information. its the work on myself I need to do.
wrote about 2 to 2 1/2 pages to answer my question "Where do...
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heavenandhell:
you chose this profession because you know you will find fullfillment in it. the easy way out is not a satisfying one believe me.
panini:
yep...i keep hearing ppl say that we dont go into this field for the money hope you have a great weekend!!!
hope you have a great weekend!!!well, my "vacation" is almost over, as my mom and step-father will be returning tonight. it was good while it lasted, though.
what did I do?
worked
slept
laundry
yup, fun times, huh? at least no one yelling in the area. and I could walk around in just a towel (or less) if I wanted to!
slowly working on catching up on commenting on everyone's...
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what did I do?
worked
slept
laundry
yup, fun times, huh? at least no one yelling in the area. and I could walk around in just a towel (or less) if I wanted to!
slowly working on catching up on commenting on everyone's...
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well, I feel kind of bad, I haven't commented on anyone's journal recently. sorry everyone, yes, I read your journals. normally just too damn tired or drained to say much of anything. seriously, this breakneck schedule of mine is wearing me down!
so this weekend is my "vacation". you see, my mom and step-father are out of town. so I have the house to myself....
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so this weekend is my "vacation". you see, my mom and step-father are out of town. so I have the house to myself....
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heavenandhell:
clean shaven......smooth as a baby's bum.........just the kind of face i like to kiss.
take care.
oh and don't worry about my journal, i've been really bad myself recently too.
take care.
oh and don't worry about my journal, i've been really bad myself recently too.
panini:
i am so happy for you that you are going to be off for vacation soon!
well, today, I re-start counseling. kind of odd, the Internship Coordinator says she feels that I need to take a step or two backwards to move forward. unlock all this energy I have keeping my feelings down. stuff like that.
kind of anxious, but could be kind of good. growing up in a household where no one wants to hear about what I have to...
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kind of anxious, but could be kind of good. growing up in a household where no one wants to hear about what I have to...
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jermhawk:
the joys of family
my mom is bi polar and parinoid scitzophrenic Either isn't too bad alone but combined is very rare. She is bad enough the University of Pitsburgh Medical wanted to study the effects she had on us growing up.
Best way to describe it is a meth head on acid.
my mom is bi polar and parinoid scitzophrenic Either isn't too bad alone but combined is very rare. She is bad enough the University of Pitsburgh Medical wanted to study the effects she had on us growing up.
Best way to describe it is a meth head on acid.
panini:
yeah... people here on SG seem to be amazingly supportive, which is the main reason im still on here. its crazy, last week in class we were learing all about suicide and counseling, so this blog just hit home with me. anyways, families can be weird at times and can show their love in odd ways.
today, during supervision, my internship supervisor brought up some interesting (and good points) about me:
1. when I talk, I start quietly, get audible mid-way, and end quietly.
2. I start most conversations with a question.
his view? it revolves around confidence....or a lack there of. something that makes sense, given my family background. middle-child, only boy. all that fun stuff....you know, being told you...
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1. when I talk, I start quietly, get audible mid-way, and end quietly.
2. I start most conversations with a question.
his view? it revolves around confidence....or a lack there of. something that makes sense, given my family background. middle-child, only boy. all that fun stuff....you know, being told you...
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panini:
8 page paper!!! good luck
all those who have been telling me to take it easy, I can see why! I've realized that my life is pretty much packed for the next few months.
no time for reading "fun stuff". not time to respond to what people write here! no time for much of anything but work and school it seems!
and it sucks!
I've kind of mapped it out....
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no time for reading "fun stuff". not time to respond to what people write here! no time for much of anything but work and school it seems!
and it sucks!
I've kind of mapped it out....
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I'm a slacker, I admit it.
Happy Birthday to everyone on my Friend's list that I haven't said that to! sorry!
and hi to everyone. yes, I read your journals, but right now, sorry to say, my brain hurts too much to reply with something meaningful, and I don't think a "hi" or something like that really counts!
I hope to have my brain stop...
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Happy Birthday to everyone on my Friend's list that I haven't said that to! sorry!
and hi to everyone. yes, I read your journals, but right now, sorry to say, my brain hurts too much to reply with something meaningful, and I don't think a "hi" or something like that really counts!
I hope to have my brain stop...
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ash67:
Thanks man. What I'm going through isn't as bad as it feels probably, but I just needed to vent it all out. I feel better and some what like I came off like a drama queen. But I have a had for the dramatic text with my love of descriptive writing.
thanks for your kind words.