all those who have been telling me to take it easy, I can see why! I've realized that my life is pretty much packed for the next few months.
no time for reading "fun stuff". not time to respond to what people write here! no time for much of anything but work and school it seems!
and it sucks!
I've kind of mapped it out. money will be tight for the rest of the year, that's for sure (another bill just popped up....that's another $15 a month not planned on! add to that my hours being cut 3 hours a week, and I think you get the picture). I want, almost need a break. and, well, it looks like the first day I will have a day where there is nothing (IE, work, class, internship, counseling) is sometime in mid-November....if I'm lucky!
seriously, this bites! I almost want a cigarette...and I don't freaking smoke! my time is work, read, write, work, read, intern, write, write, and so on! dear God, no wonder I have no social life! I don't have the time!
sorry, had to vent. I have a mom who only wants to talk about what she wants to bitch about. today, 2 conversations with my step-father....all for her to bitch at him. its annoying. she won't admit what she does. all she does is pick pick pick and jump down his throat. as my older sister has told her many times "You can't jump down his throat for breathing!" but she still does! when they divorce, who is she going to blame then? or will it still be him?
oh how I can't wait until I graduate, get a job, and get the f*ck out of here! I was asked "So, you think you'll be able to afford to move out?" to which I immediately replied "YES!"
>sigh<
I need a vacation or something! even a casual hook-up with a hottie would be nice! anything to take my mind off all the crap I'm doing right now!
sorry, had to vent. counseling next week. I think I'm starting to REALLY need it!
no time for reading "fun stuff". not time to respond to what people write here! no time for much of anything but work and school it seems!
and it sucks!
I've kind of mapped it out. money will be tight for the rest of the year, that's for sure (another bill just popped up....that's another $15 a month not planned on! add to that my hours being cut 3 hours a week, and I think you get the picture). I want, almost need a break. and, well, it looks like the first day I will have a day where there is nothing (IE, work, class, internship, counseling) is sometime in mid-November....if I'm lucky!
seriously, this bites! I almost want a cigarette...and I don't freaking smoke! my time is work, read, write, work, read, intern, write, write, and so on! dear God, no wonder I have no social life! I don't have the time!
sorry, had to vent. I have a mom who only wants to talk about what she wants to bitch about. today, 2 conversations with my step-father....all for her to bitch at him. its annoying. she won't admit what she does. all she does is pick pick pick and jump down his throat. as my older sister has told her many times "You can't jump down his throat for breathing!" but she still does! when they divorce, who is she going to blame then? or will it still be him?
oh how I can't wait until I graduate, get a job, and get the f*ck out of here! I was asked "So, you think you'll be able to afford to move out?" to which I immediately replied "YES!"
>sigh<
I need a vacation or something! even a casual hook-up with a hottie would be nice! anything to take my mind off all the crap I'm doing right now!
sorry, had to vent. counseling next week. I think I'm starting to REALLY need it!