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well, a whole bunch of snow falling resulted in a snow day for the general area. while normally not a bad thing, it also meant the following:

somewhat messed up sleep schedule, since I woke up, took a shower, realized it was a snow day, had to relax, then went back to sleep.

I ended up snow blowing the driveway twice (as well as the...
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cuntrebecca:
I just realized that we are not official SG friends! You should be flattered though because all this time I recognized you and thought you were my friend.

My sleep schedule is thrown off too. I only went to class one day out of the week, and that was just so I could look at my misses eye candy professor and see what shoes she was wearing so I could imagine us doing the same ol' unspeakable acts, but in different shoes. She has a thing for shoes and I have a thing for her thing for shoes...OK! RAMBLING! Anyway, I find the best way to get back on sleep schedule is to stay awake for a whole day and then you'll be really tired and fall asleep with no problem at your normal bedtime. I find the best way to do this is do something that takes little brain, like watching tv, while standing up...but this is coming from someone who swears that Taco Hell chalupas cure headaches and nausea.
bubblegumcupcake:
smile Thank you for spending time on the quizzi thingsmile I love them.

Tell me about your near death thingi?? shocked
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In honor of Single Awareness Day on February 14:

VALENTINE'S POEM 4 THE BITTER

Hearts and roses and kisses galore...
What the hell is all that shit for?
People get mushy and start acting queer
It is definately the most annoying day of the year
This day needs to get the hell over with and pass
Before I shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass...
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heavenandhell:
Sadly even the married and attached can have shite Valentines Days too. frown

kiss
jermhawk:
love the poem
as for the roommate offerit will be concidered!
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well, instead of writing my homework so I can go to bed at a decent hour (since I have to be awake around 5:30 AM tomorrow), I'm typing here and listening to Guano Apes (made a DVD of various videos and such of theirs from downloaded stuff). fun, huh?

today, talked over the parent conference with my counselor. how I reacted, stuff like that. I...
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bubblegumcupcake:
I hate that lecturers and such cant even write stuff that we can read.... whatever

smile greys anatomy makes it all better. I hope you enjoy your holidays - even if they are still busy.
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thanks for all the responses I got regarding my last post. I've still been thinking about that stuff, and come Monday, it might be something I talk with with my counselor. and thinking through everything I've dealt with in Res Life, I've got the feeling that when I talk with my supervisor about having a girl in my office around midnight going through multiple flashbacks...
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bubblegumcupcake:
Your on the last streatch! I hope you figure everytihng out. Just think of those regular sleeping patturns once your done! tongue
bubblegumcupcake:
Pretty much putting myself is helping me - so despite what the family wants, im doing things for me now. biggrin

Mum cant get a cab cos were so far out. It would cost $60 probably. She could get dad or the sister to drive her there though - but I doubt they will.

WW= Weight Watchers.

I wanna change my name cos as I was being told what someone intepreted it as they made the motion of giving a guy oral sex - the tounge pressed against the cheek and such....it grosses me out and it just wont get out of my head!

Your names an awesome idea wink
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well, this journal is going to be a not-so-nice one, with lots of venting and potential for vulgarity, so click on the spoiler only if you wish!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

friggin' today, WTF, why is it so hard for me to identify emotions? what the fuck is wrong with me that I can't say an emotion when asked "So what were you feeling in...
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heavenandhell:
He does contain it in his room thank god, although for some reason his sports kit does seem to live in the shoe basket in the hall. I wouldn't use that line, he'd just look at me blankly and then laugh.
He also doen't have plates and cups in there, I won't tolerate that, so I have managed to get that message across. One thing that does bug me is that he keeps complaining cd's are being broken.......so pick the bloody things up then. How difficult would that be?

Take care.

kiss kiss

Oh, by the way, I've got rebel on my myspace so I've messaged her about the group, she's on there every now and again, so we'll see what she has to say.
bubblegumcupcake:
not just family.....maybe I shall become a hermit-bitch. So I stop falling for peoples crap.... whatever
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its amazing what sleep will do for a person. see, my weekend has been quite busy. Friday, I had to wait around to get my car....they had to do a transmission overhaul, replacing the seals and that fun stuff. about $2000 of work that I paid $100 for. trust me people, when you get a new car, get the warranties! they're worth it!

funny how...
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erragal:
If you say you can make it then you can, also I have issues with my sister also.
panini:
11 hours of sleep!!! eeek

*hugs*
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well, my finger is healing and my computer is working again (I had to replace the Power Supply Unit....the PC Group is great for advice, thanks to everyone in that group that provided me the right direction to go instead of spending $50 to $100 for a "professional" to look at my computer!)

and then today, as I'm driving home from my campus, well, the...
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erragal:
Glad things are working out, theu nomrally do, i just got a job just delievering pizzas right now. I am trying to get a job at the post office and that takes some time so I need something to pay the bills, also it helps me get to know the area really well. Also because it's right next to the college should be some intresting delieveries (i can hope so)
fredricka:
I have nothing intelligent to say that's not already been said at the moment so I'll just leave you a kiss and a thank you for all the nice comments you've given me.

kiss
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cut my finger at work, my computer won't start (the damn thing won't even turn on)....what the fuck else can go wrong this week?

wait, don't answer that!

time to take a shower and read for counseling.....man I hope this week starts to pick up for me!

ADDENDUM:

but I passed my comps! biggrin
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panini:
congrats! i heard comps are tough, so great job smile
heavenandhell:
Suck your finger and kick the computer, all will be well with the world.

Comps? I apologise for my ignorance.

kiss
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not a real update, and I know I haven't kept up with comments, sorry all. I promise this week to write back to everyone's journal who's updated......look at Thursday, possibly Wednesday, when I have no classes upcoming!

so the past few days have been somewhat rough. my desktop started it off by "losing" the DVD-Rom. I went to restart....and it couldn't pass the memory test....
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bubblegumcupcake:
eeek Close call with the comp problems! I HATE that!

I took a job at subway and the knives they use are suprisingly sharp - i cut myself a few times there too. Iv seen other woekers do it too......they were making the sub in front of mine, cut themselves while cutting the bread (so the blood was also on the sub and the knife). They went off and cleaned themselves up and despite telling their replacement what had happened they didnt replace the knife or the sub! I let em know exactly what i thought and left to get my lunch elsewhere puke

Gosh - what a question! Whats it like to be loved?
Sometimes I feel loved by my family - but right now I dont. confused
I feel passionately loved by my bf. Just only if hed do the dishes every now and again tongue
Its so relative.... whatever
erragal:
Hey that sucks when your computer messed up, glad you backed it up, Monday I go in to find out if I can get a job, not much of one but I am trying to get a job at the post office so that would be great.
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27+ hours of work, 20+ hours of internship, and 12 or so hours of class this week!

and then you add travel time, eating time, and homework time (lots and lots of reading!)

plus doing my homework for counseling!

f*ck, I need a break, and the semester just started! frown

also doing an assignment on drug use/substance abuse for teens and youth (any help would be...
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panini:
awwww.... i hope you get a nice big vacation soon!
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My newest pet peeves at work:

1. People walking in the door and asking "Are you open?"

"No, we're closed, I'm just paid to stand around here. We lost the key to the front door, that's why its not locked! What do you think, you're INSIDE the damn store?"

2. People wanting to buy alcohol after 2 AM (you can not buy after 2 AM...
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fredricka:
He-heh. I've heard the same kind of complaints from other people working in shops or cafees or wherever, but you dont really think about those things if you've never been in a similar job yourself. At least I know I dont. I still see you're frustration though.

No Alchol after 2 am? In Norway they stop selling alcohol after 20 pm and even earlier in the weekend. 18 pm if I remember correctly.
panini:
I love listening to other people's pet peeves because i totally agree with them!

Are you liking your hair cut?
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well, today is the start of my semester. technically tomorrow, since that is when my first class is.

here's what I'm looking forward to:

Contemporary Issues of School Counseling
Advanced Integration of Counseling and Theology
School Counseling Internship II

add to that internship three days a week now (joys), and counseling every week to every other week, and, well, busy schedule for me!

I do...
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fredricka:
Busy schedule indeed. I'm glad it sounds like you're enjoying it, otherwise you would have had a problem I think.
panini:
my friend is in a counseling class right now and absolutely loves it!