not a real update, and I know I haven't kept up with comments, sorry all. I promise this week to write back to everyone's journal who's updated......look at Thursday, possibly Wednesday, when I have no classes upcoming!
so the past few days have been somewhat rough. my desktop started it off by "losing" the DVD-Rom. I went to restart....and it couldn't pass the memory test. so I unplugged everything, put it all back together....the hard drive won't boot up! grrr......!
fight, fight, fight....finally, everything is up and running. didn't lose anything. thank God! backed-up everything using the external hard drive. I am NOT taking that risk again! so that's all good!
and last night at work, well, you see, I use a utility knife to open up the candy boxes before I put them in their areas near the registers. well, opening one, I slashed the package open and sliced my finger. so now I have about a 1/2 inch slice on the tip of my left pointer finger. it sucked. you see, I bleed. really good. the doctors, they poke my finger to get blood. I have to change the band-aid when I get home, because I've bled through that. so I've had to really bandage this cut up and change it a few times. but its stopped bleeding now! so that's good (longest I bled from a cut at work was a day once....back when I worked at McDonalds. now that sucked!). told th efront end manager I cut m finger last night.....followed by "And no, I'm not doing an accident report. it was me being stupid." he asked how bad, I figure it should be healed in a few days.
but it does make typing tougher, since I'm a "touch typist" that uses all ten fingers. and the pointer fingers have the most letters you type with that finger! and it happens to be where I push the keys.....so I get a dull pain through the finger sometimes while typing!
and joys....I have a 3 to 5 page paper due this Wednesday.....
well, time to take a shower, clean up the cut, eat something, and get ready for another day at work. fun times! and print out everything to read for Tuesday and Wednesday! and counseling Monday....."What does it feel like to be l*ved?" anyone? since I won't even type or say the word really, I'm not sure.
so the past few days have been somewhat rough. my desktop started it off by "losing" the DVD-Rom. I went to restart....and it couldn't pass the memory test. so I unplugged everything, put it all back together....the hard drive won't boot up! grrr......!
fight, fight, fight....finally, everything is up and running. didn't lose anything. thank God! backed-up everything using the external hard drive. I am NOT taking that risk again! so that's all good!
and last night at work, well, you see, I use a utility knife to open up the candy boxes before I put them in their areas near the registers. well, opening one, I slashed the package open and sliced my finger. so now I have about a 1/2 inch slice on the tip of my left pointer finger. it sucked. you see, I bleed. really good. the doctors, they poke my finger to get blood. I have to change the band-aid when I get home, because I've bled through that. so I've had to really bandage this cut up and change it a few times. but its stopped bleeding now! so that's good (longest I bled from a cut at work was a day once....back when I worked at McDonalds. now that sucked!). told th efront end manager I cut m finger last night.....followed by "And no, I'm not doing an accident report. it was me being stupid." he asked how bad, I figure it should be healed in a few days.
but it does make typing tougher, since I'm a "touch typist" that uses all ten fingers. and the pointer fingers have the most letters you type with that finger! and it happens to be where I push the keys.....so I get a dull pain through the finger sometimes while typing!
and joys....I have a 3 to 5 page paper due this Wednesday.....
well, time to take a shower, clean up the cut, eat something, and get ready for another day at work. fun times! and print out everything to read for Tuesday and Wednesday! and counseling Monday....."What does it feel like to be l*ved?" anyone? since I won't even type or say the word really, I'm not sure.
I took a job at subway and the knives they use are suprisingly sharp - i cut myself a few times there too. Iv seen other woekers do it too......they were making the sub in front of mine, cut themselves while cutting the bread (so the blood was also on the sub and the knife). They went off and cleaned themselves up and despite telling their replacement what had happened they didnt replace the knife or the sub! I let em know exactly what i thought and left to get my lunch elsewhere
Gosh - what a question! Whats it like to be loved?
Sometimes I feel loved by my family - but right now I dont.
I feel passionately loved by my bf. Just only if hed do the dishes every now and again
Its so relative....