Aj rolled his truck down a revine with quiller and andrew inside. Andew was buckled, quiller wasnt. This was saturday. Today, Quiller is in icu with a swollen brain stem. The man isnt' even twenty yet. why do the boys insist on going drivin after they've had alittle drink???
In other news today, my auntie is back in the hospital with complications from her advanced...
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Right. I'm calmer today. on the adgenda are two papers, phone calls, a shower, I've had my coffee so that' s done, a load of laundry, some grub and maybe swimming tonite before the sun goes down ads a reward for completing all this crazyness. It's bloody hot outside. Any body wanna join for the last one???
right. I'm out. peace.
~fig
right. I'm out. peace.
~fig
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the_green_monk:
Did you get the email I sent wjth Elizabeth's info?
When I get stuff from sg hotmail throws it in the junk folder and I miss stuff.
More zine news:
I can't get the people that said they would help me to meet up. I think I'm ALONE ONCE AGAIN.
When I get stuff from sg hotmail throws it in the junk folder and I miss stuff.
More zine news:
I can't get the people that said they would help me to meet up. I think I'm ALONE ONCE AGAIN.
wigglefree:
where you taken a dip at? if my season pass to great america is good at that water park there i'll be changing my residence for the summer. you can count on that
My roommates care more for debate than they do for knowledge, information, understanding or compassion. It is impossible to connect with them on any level.
Two fucking fights in one week. I've just about had enough. Does anyone wonder why I'm so on edge and ready to fight all the fucking time? Nothing I say is allowed to stand, things must be assumed about it...
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Two fucking fights in one week. I've just about had enough. Does anyone wonder why I'm so on edge and ready to fight all the fucking time? Nothing I say is allowed to stand, things must be assumed about it...
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click_here:
i sent you an uber long email i just woke up at about 6am
so have fun reading hehe
i have got the bike out, reoiled the chain, did some mainentance, etc. i did a little test ride a few days ago, it seemed fine, so yeasterday i road to the beach, which is about a 10mile trip. so for my first ride this season i put on about 25 total miles, and before it is even hot out. this was the first year i could do that, sicne i dont work on the weekends like i have the last years
wild flowers, so many they are all different colors, white, purple, yellow, orange, it depends on where i am ,
now off to the marathon i go (no im not runnning in it)
-click
so have fun reading hehe
i have got the bike out, reoiled the chain, did some mainentance, etc. i did a little test ride a few days ago, it seemed fine, so yeasterday i road to the beach, which is about a 10mile trip. so for my first ride this season i put on about 25 total miles, and before it is even hot out. this was the first year i could do that, sicne i dont work on the weekends like i have the last years
wild flowers, so many they are all different colors, white, purple, yellow, orange, it depends on where i am ,
now off to the marathon i go (no im not runnning in it)
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the_green_monk:
I don't think I've ever hit someone out of anger in my life.
I was trying to be funny or something like that. Iguess I failed.
Are your roommates just not getting that you need your space?
Everybody needs a place to be themselves and if you can't get that in the place you call home then where can you go?(stay in your head to long and they call you crazy.)
Now on to the zine.
Did you read what I wrote in wiggle's journal on why the last zine I did failed?
I want to do a zine that deals with labor,ecology,feminist issuses, indiginous struggles, and art from a far left standpoint.
I know it's nothing new but Istill think it could do some good for someone.
I have other ideas but I'll have to tell you in person if you really want to know.
I'll email you Elizabeth's # soon.
[Edited on May 02, 2004 2:06PM]
I was trying to be funny or something like that. Iguess I failed.
Are your roommates just not getting that you need your space?
Everybody needs a place to be themselves and if you can't get that in the place you call home then where can you go?(stay in your head to long and they call you crazy.)
Now on to the zine.
Did you read what I wrote in wiggle's journal on why the last zine I did failed?
I want to do a zine that deals with labor,ecology,feminist issuses, indiginous struggles, and art from a far left standpoint.
I know it's nothing new but Istill think it could do some good for someone.
I have other ideas but I'll have to tell you in person if you really want to know.
I'll email you Elizabeth's # soon.
[Edited on May 02, 2004 2:06PM]
hmm... foood. yummmm...
I went in search of floor pillows today... i found some, but they're all really soft and not very firm. It seems as though the most produced floor pillow is one that allows your bum to sink to the ground. Does that not defeat it's purpose? Are you supposed to sit on a pillow or on the floor for they feel just...
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I went in search of floor pillows today... i found some, but they're all really soft and not very firm. It seems as though the most produced floor pillow is one that allows your bum to sink to the ground. Does that not defeat it's purpose? Are you supposed to sit on a pillow or on the floor for they feel just...
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click_here:
got home a while ago its 3am now
so whats up?
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so whats up?
[Edited on May 02, 2004 12:11AM]
click_here:
wow just read the journal, you know i found most girls i have met are always into the whole sex thing, isnt it nice not to have that, well even though a kiss, etc is nice,but not really required. sometimes i dont know why people cant just hang out, go out to a nice resaurant, etc, and not feel guilty about it
floor pillows, hmm, did you get one of those low level tables, to have a nice meditteranean dinner on. i went to a turkish restaurant friday night, and we sat on pillows (no butts on the floor) and jsut chilled, at some shish kababs, etc, adn hung out, it was a joyous time
just curiuos what kind of cult were you in, and how/why did you leave it
-click
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floor pillows, hmm, did you get one of those low level tables, to have a nice meditteranean dinner on. i went to a turkish restaurant friday night, and we sat on pillows (no butts on the floor) and jsut chilled, at some shish kababs, etc, adn hung out, it was a joyous time
just curiuos what kind of cult were you in, and how/why did you leave it
-click
[Edited on May 02, 2004 3:56AM]
breakfast? breakfast anyone???
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palindrome:
Yes please.
You can make me Belgian waffles. No syrup please.
I'm afraid of our kitchen.
You can make me Belgian waffles. No syrup please.
I'm afraid of our kitchen.
palindrome:
lol, did you write that while I was sitting right there?
The Word of the Day for Apr 30 is:
blowdown \BLOH-down\ noun
: an instance of trees being blown down by the wind; also : a tree blown down
Example sentence:
For Arbor Day, the students helped clear out the blowdown from the severe winter storm, then they planted saplings to replace the trees that had been lost.
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"Blowdown" is an apt...
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blowdown \BLOH-down\ noun
: an instance of trees being blown down by the wind; also : a tree blown down
Example sentence:
For Arbor Day, the students helped clear out the blowdown from the severe winter storm, then they planted saplings to replace the trees that had been lost.
Did you know?
"Blowdown" is an apt...
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daniyell:
how about...dancing pig girl!
a) Why is it when someone posts something that reflects the thoughts of a certain issue (ie: weirdness) those that read it assume you've subscribed to whatever issue you're exploring??? Stupid humans. Can even you not question something without subscribing to it or assuming the questioner is subscribing? Too often folks get encased in ideas that have no reflection on their being. STOP ASSUMING!
b)...
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click_here:
why do you think that? i dont think i would moveto cali, only because i am from new york, but i would visit cali, or maybe if i had a job offer or some other reason to go thier
where would you want to move to, florida
do you like warm weather year round?
where would you want to move to, florida
do you like warm weather year round?
illbillzillbub:
balls!
more an English phrase than Aussie but we use it occasionally,kinda used in the same vein as crap,or bullshit and of course balls
"thats fucking bollocks"/"thats fucking bullshit"....same thing
and to be kicked in the bollocks is rather painful
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more an English phrase than Aussie but we use it occasionally,kinda used in the same vein as crap,or bullshit and of course balls
"thats fucking bollocks"/"thats fucking bullshit"....same thing
and to be kicked in the bollocks is rather painful
[Edited on Apr 30, 2004 12:45AM]
Bad dreams last night. bad bad. I think I scared my boyfriend by telling him... he wouldn't be the first to think I'm weird or odd. oh well. that's life. when you are who you are folks don't always like it.
I read a post on here earlier, I think it was in the boards but I don't have time to find it now... Anyways,...
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I read a post on here earlier, I think it was in the boards but I don't have time to find it now... Anyways,...
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wigglefree:
RE: does the person really want you to be just like them or are they just unsure what to do with you when you're not?
Nice! Very thoughtful.
Haing in there. Some times when things feel like they can't get any worse, they really can't and don't.
Nice!
Very thoughtful.
Haing in there. Some times when things feel like they can't get any worse, they really can't and don't.
click_here:
its great to be weird, as Long as you admit to it. atleast if your friends know that, something out of the ordinary wouldnt be taken against your character
besides its better to be that, than to conform to society, by doing what is deemed popular by media and such. BE WHO YOU ARE
yeah i agree you cant hike the flatlands, its more like walking very very bored walking.
i plan to do lots of real hikng in the appalachians this summer
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besides its better to be that, than to conform to society, by doing what is deemed popular by media and such. BE WHO YOU ARE
yeah i agree you cant hike the flatlands, its more like walking very very bored walking.
i plan to do lots of real hikng in the appalachians this summer
[Edited on Apr 28, 2004 11:08PM]
It's long, but amazing.
My dear taxi man, found on craig's list apr 28th 2004. by: anon.
My dear taxi man...crash into me...
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Date: 2004-04-27, 8:11PM PDT
I have reached a time in my life where there is much reflection. There are too many moments and people that have gone by unrecognized, unappreciated and too many things unsaid. There are many...
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My dear taxi man, found on craig's list apr 28th 2004. by: anon.
My dear taxi man...crash into me...
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Reply to: anon-29837431@craigslist.org
Date: 2004-04-27, 8:11PM PDT
I have reached a time in my life where there is much reflection. There are too many moments and people that have gone by unrecognized, unappreciated and too many things unsaid. There are many...
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figmentation:
Paradoxically, we cannot navigate clearly within a relationship unless we can live without it. --Harriet G. Lerner
I will learn this too.
I will learn this too.
click_here:
thats crazy, i have never seen anything like that on craigslist before, what city is that from, both things , this one , and the one you put in my journal
i am glad your not my enemy because it would be a shame to be the oppostion to such a nice person, the way you think, is amazing, i think you might be a figment of my imagination, but you are real, very very real, in a kind of old world kind of way i think
i am glad your not my enemy because it would be a shame to be the oppostion to such a nice person, the way you think, is amazing, i think you might be a figment of my imagination, but you are real, very very real, in a kind of old world kind of way i think
wow. really mellow, kinda blah post. it was 100 degrees today in the south bay! shit dude. I hate hot weather, it always makes my tummy hurt like it is right now.
also, I took my first test in my sex ed class today. I got an A!!! (out of 90 Q's I only got 12 wrong!) Most of the class got 30-40 wrong. Yea!...
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also, I took my first test in my sex ed class today. I got an A!!! (out of 90 Q's I only got 12 wrong!) Most of the class got 30-40 wrong. Yea!...
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click_here:
you are so......so......i dont know............but whatever it is, ....im glad your not my enemy, cuz i think you can think of some wack stuff
oh yeah well yesterday it rained , adn was really cold here, now it back to being nice, . the weater is liek some turned on the heater here and keeps opening the fridge and someone jumps out and throws ice at people , then he laughs , and leaves, then turns the heat up again
DAMN IT!!!>......make it stop.i want 70 degree weather with no humidity and a slight 5mph wind from the north
make it happen.please?
oh yeah well yesterday it rained , adn was really cold here, now it back to being nice, . the weater is liek some turned on the heater here and keeps opening the fridge and someone jumps out and throws ice at people , then he laughs , and leaves, then turns the heat up again
DAMN IT!!!>......make it stop.i want 70 degree weather with no humidity and a slight 5mph wind from the north
make it happen.please?
palindrome:
100? Thats just not right. I should've known, when it hit 90 in Monterey...
It kinda hurts to learn you're not on the top of someone's priority list. It's a shock to realize that you've wanted your own idea of existance so badly that you've refused any other offered, though it was all that could be givin.
Life isn't all the top of one mountian, it's the journey. When did I become so wrapped up in an idea of...
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wigglefree:
sounds like it's raining.
nancy_boy:
You should feel honored that I used my first comment to leave a note in your journal.
Now you should feel honored by me saying to stop being a dirty hippie.
Now you should feel honored by me saying to stop being a dirty hippie.
for the sake of the plants, we deal with shit.
for the sake of doing well in school, we deal with shit.
for the sake of having employment, we deal with shit.
for the sake of significant others we deal with shit.
for the sake of keeping happy living arrangements, we deal with shit.
for the sake of true friendships we deal with shit.
shit...
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for the sake of doing well in school, we deal with shit.
for the sake of having employment, we deal with shit.
for the sake of significant others we deal with shit.
for the sake of keeping happy living arrangements, we deal with shit.
for the sake of true friendships we deal with shit.
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figmentation:
I want more than he can give. He said he wants me and to share the fruits of his labor with me. But he can't now, there's too much to for him to get done. School is his first priority. And the work that goes along with it. And his job, for money is a good thing. And he starts training this week. to say he's busy is putting it blandly.
It really sucks when it takes abit to get it. To understand what was happening... To see him cry because he cares so freakin much yet refuses to show it otherwize... Frustration has mounted beyond belief. Confusion regarding what he thinks and feels because he doesn't say it outright.. (but then again, I don't hear it outright. Words, as fantaboulas as they are, don't speak loudly to me. Who knows why? maybe it's that I've been lied to so many times. Actions scream ten million times louder. If your actions don't show me, i've a hard time believing you. Make me know it.)
I love this man. Not for anything he says or does, but because he is. I know he's got a truckload of talent waiting to be tapped and used. If it's not, I'd be severely saddened because the world will be a different place without it. I want him to do well, with or without me. I know he can.
I'm off to sleep in my bed tonite. It's time to learn to swim and sleeping alone is the first step. I hate it. That's the one thing I severely do not want to have to learn to do. I want to snuggle up in his arms and breathe him in and know that not a damn thing will interupt the night and if it does he'll handle it. But, before that could happen, I must be comfortable doing it myself. regardless of what's going on. it's gotta be mine.
kisses. night.
~Figment
It really sucks when it takes abit to get it. To understand what was happening... To see him cry because he cares so freakin much yet refuses to show it otherwize... Frustration has mounted beyond belief. Confusion regarding what he thinks and feels because he doesn't say it outright.. (but then again, I don't hear it outright. Words, as fantaboulas as they are, don't speak loudly to me. Who knows why? maybe it's that I've been lied to so many times. Actions scream ten million times louder. If your actions don't show me, i've a hard time believing you. Make me know it.)
I love this man. Not for anything he says or does, but because he is. I know he's got a truckload of talent waiting to be tapped and used. If it's not, I'd be severely saddened because the world will be a different place without it. I want him to do well, with or without me. I know he can.
I'm off to sleep in my bed tonite. It's time to learn to swim and sleeping alone is the first step. I hate it. That's the one thing I severely do not want to have to learn to do. I want to snuggle up in his arms and breathe him in and know that not a damn thing will interupt the night and if it does he'll handle it. But, before that could happen, I must be comfortable doing it myself. regardless of what's going on. it's gotta be mine.
kisses. night.
~Figment
the_green_monk:
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[Edited on Apr 25, 2004 10:38PM]
hmm,, i dont think i really eat alot of garlic, but wn i have had more than usuall , i dont think i ever got a headache from it
i know if i eat 2 bagels, while wearing a baseball hat i get a headache though
fell better