wolfox

for those who were asking/begging/pushing for me to be on instagram - 'grats, I'm there... keep in mind I cannot actually post pics there since I only have a PC, no device :(
( https://www.instagram.com/wolfoxrhose/ )

...and continuing on the "people I know are mostly dumbasses"
had a random person want to "friend" me - without any pics to figure out who they were
messaging them, I discover - lo! and behold! - they're one of my ex-g/f's first ex-husband, who reminded me he had f'd her in a hottub in the first week of my dating her - and that...
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the "Seige Collection" continues...
these were all I've been able to find thus far, so there may be more... and, yes, the 21st Seige is missing... don't know if this was purposeful, a joke, or it's somewhere amidst the chaotic stacks/notepads/sheets of paper of thousands of poetica *shrugs*

and - because it was mentioned - YES, "Seige" is misspelled... purposefully, though I can't, for the...
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the "Seige Collection" was an attempt at a series of poetica that spanned 2004 & 2005, very loosely connected ( "good luck finding it!" ) and - for some reason in my 30-something mind - I decided to use titles in faux latin *shrugs*
here's the batch from 2004 :

First Seige: Seige Temporal

lonely from the start
I begged for your concern
laying out... 
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Someone I know died recently ( I know, “shocker,” right? ) and their family was fighting because of songs they’d specifically chosen to be played in remembrance of them

With how much music means and has always meant to me, being such a huge factor in my life, I’m trying to think of songs that would be… befitting… of me

I have a list thus...
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it's a relative safe assumption that one's 'friends' are dumbasses when they call at 1am... to bitch that one of the reasons their wife is divorcing them is that they f'd around on them - WITH an ex-g/f of mine who they f'd around with while I was dating the ex-g/f
and THEN expected me to sympathize AND that I'd have a place they could...
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Looking out through the deck window and seeing the coating of white upon everything leaves no question that we've embarked on the wintertide, for better or worse...
no, it's not the first snow - but that one melted within a day and did nothing more than dust the grass, this looks to be layering enough for a longer stay ( or worse ) :(

the...
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Helsyeh ! Complete Fiction Of H.P. Lovecraft finally arrived ( was on backorder ), couples nicely w/ Edgar Allen Poe Complete Tales & Poems

I have never been "known for normal" that I can remember, by any stretch of the imagination, at any point in my lifetime
most of my life it's had be shunned/dubbed as 'outcast'
though, I do admit, there've been a select few I'm unlikely to have met if I hadn't been...
so, aye, it's equated to both burden and advantage in far-differently defined situations

I'm...
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