okay, i'm scrapping that last entry.
yes, i have trust issues.
[being cheated on 8 times by six "men" will do that to a girl, in addition to being lied to, over and over and over...]
♥
they have nothing to do with him.
he doesn't deserve my shit.
my shit is my own. why should he bear the brunt of it?
i'll work through...
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yes, i have trust issues.
[being cheated on 8 times by six "men" will do that to a girl, in addition to being lied to, over and over and over...]
♥
they have nothing to do with him.
he doesn't deserve my shit.
my shit is my own. why should he bear the brunt of it?
i'll work through...
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so today i'm back to bitchy, but still shaky and insecure. mix in some mind-numbing confusion and you've got me.
it's not hormones. can't be. i'm strictly regulated in that department. [watch the fuck out if i'm not!
] but thanks for all the suggestions. maybe it's a lack of sex. or validation. one of the two. it'll pass, eventually. i hope. 
perhaps it's just...
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it's not hormones. can't be. i'm strictly regulated in that department. [watch the fuck out if i'm not!
] but thanks for all the suggestions. maybe it's a lack of sex. or validation. one of the two. it'll pass, eventually. i hope.
perhaps it's just...
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minimalism:
I don't know when that NY Restaurant week runs exactly, but I'm free Saturday, January 29th or February 4/5th. Let me know what's good for you.
kinkerbelle:
I've been wanting to get a sex swing, but they cost about $100 or so. 
what makes me bitchy and confident as hell one day, then insecure and shaky the next? i don't get it.
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trevor:
Thanks sweetie. And the same goes for you as well... You've got my number. 
-Trevor
-Trevor
petbot:
I think "being human" might be a good guess - I know plenty of guys who are more hormonal and moody than I am. We are always trying to attain perfect balance and harmony in our little libra worlds, so sometimes you need to adjust your level of bitchness accordingly.
i ♥ VoIP. just thought you all should know. 
in other news, i start my financial accounting class next tuesday... i'm kind of scared, but, at the same time, really excited. i have little to no clue what the course entails, since course descriptions usually lie. 
anyway.
i think i've finally caught up on most of the sleep i lost last week. it helped that...
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in other news, i start my financial accounting class next tuesday...
i'm kind of scared, but, at the same time, really excited. i have little to no clue what the course entails, since course descriptions usually lie. anyway.
i think i've finally caught up on most of the sleep i lost last week.
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missbernie:
bitchylibra huh? hahahahahaha
i want to get dinner! too bad you are far away...
i took financial accounting. it was just ok. i liked managerial accounting better, more my style.
i want to get dinner! too bad you are far away...
i took financial accounting. it was just ok. i liked managerial accounting better, more my style.
saturnalia:
hey sweetie! i am so sorry we didn't get a chance to meet up! i know i was supposed to call you, but everything there got all f-ed up. after my first day i got switched to nights.... yes all bc that fucker didn't like the fact that i enjoyed where i was, and then the following week i was on days. it was a complete cluster fuck and i didn't end up leaving the hotel once i got back bc by the second week of working i was so exhausted!!! and bc of that crazy schedule that i ended up having, even doug only got to spend minimal time with me. i hope you can forgive me!!!
anyways lady... just wanted to drop you a line!
sniff.......
anyways lady... just wanted to drop you a line!
sniff.......
open call was a blast, but slightly less than temperate 
between the arctic temperatures that were outside and the damn near tropical climate inside, my body didn't know how to react. i'm feeling the effects of that now.
it was really great to meet some new faces and see some old ones. is it just me, or was this open call seemingly devoid of creeps?...
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between the arctic temperatures that were outside and the damn near tropical climate inside, my body didn't know how to react. i'm feeling the effects of that now.
it was really great to meet some new faces and see some old ones. is it just me, or was this open call seemingly devoid of creeps?...
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heartyou:
I was so pleased to meet you this weekend 
gadget:
the party was insanely packed that I attended too, we most def wouldn't have fit.
UPDATE: He's okay. I was way asleep but he [ZPO] left me an IM at about 1:40 this morning.
color me one happy libra.
diner last night good.
laundry tonight...blah.
open call tomorrow, bitches! bring it!
color me one happy libra.
diner last night good.
laundry tonight...blah.
open call tomorrow, bitches! bring it!
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misstyrios:
Hahahaaaa - I just now saw the testimonial you left me like a month ago. That just made my night.
illstabyou:
Hey -- it was great getting to meet you last night !
OW!
My school just took over $500 of my hard earned money. I didn't think that one four credit course would break the bank that much. Sheesh. Such is the world of the badass number cruncher, I suppose. It will be even more when I go to pay for the books. Wow.
Still nothing from ZPO. I'm worried and my stomach is in knots....
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My school just took over $500 of my hard earned money. I didn't think that one four credit course would break the bank that much. Sheesh. Such is the world of the badass number cruncher, I suppose. It will be even more when I go to pay for the books. Wow.
Still nothing from ZPO. I'm worried and my stomach is in knots....
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luckyp:
I find that distractions work best for this frame of mind.
Casual sex is a GREAT distractrion!
--l*P
Casual sex is a GREAT distractrion!
--l*P
shamunda:
It takes a bit of time to get from Kuwait to wherever he is actually stationed. My good friend shipped out a couple of months ago and is now in Tikrit.
I don't know whether or not it's stress-related, but I've had the worst case of sour stomach EVER over the past couple of days. I think it's worked its way through my system...I hope it has, anyway. *crosses fingers*
So, ZPO left for his deployment to the sandbox on Monday. We spoke briefly yesterday morning over im as he was on his layover in Amsterdam....
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I think it's worked its way through my system...I hope it has, anyway. *crosses fingers*
So, ZPO left for his deployment to the sandbox on Monday. We spoke briefly yesterday morning over im as he was on his layover in Amsterdam....
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unknown_path:
yeah, it was great. I am smitten a lil bit. She is really wonderful and I am not going to fuck this one up. If i do, you may kill me... Hope your dinner was good!
Hope your dinner was good!
kinkerbelle:
naughty girrrl. *slaps your ass*
I'm going to miss him so much. 
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unknown_path:
Distance... That does suck. I met someone new on here sunday night. Shes from buffalo too!! Yay! We chatted for over 2 hrs on the phone and im so thats a plus. Sorry I missed your im this morning, I was at work and I am starting my internship tonight so, I will be available later. Hope all is well... Email me if you need anything at all!!
_sarah_:
SAR?
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laylajane69:
Aww cute new picture of you! Hope your holidays were good! It seems like I haven't been on here in ages...
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