thelibra

okay, i'm scrapping that last entry.
yes, i have trust issues.
[being cheated on 8 times by six "men" will do that to a girl, in addition to being lied to, over and over and over...]
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they have nothing to do with him.
he doesn't deserve my shit.
my shit is my own. why should he bear the brunt of it?
i'll work through my issues solo.
he's committed to me and vice versa, so why worry, right?
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*here's libra, in love and on eggshells, but in the nicest way possible*
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i think a good chunk of the way i'm feeling has to do with missing him and missing what could be the usual day to day that you have when you're in a relationship with someone. it will all happen for us soon enough, but the waiting just plain sucks.
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have come up with many, varied and unusual ideas for officemate hijinks. they involve a screwdriver and a wire cutter. if that doesn't work, my friend josh came up with some evil, evil plots. [not shamunda].
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the weatherman says that we're going to get snow dumped on us this weekend. i sincerely hope that this isn't the case, but itf it is, it will hamper the road tripping to jersey for the strip club adventure. boo hiss.
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my car doesn't like cold starts.
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