thelibra

so today i'm back to bitchy, but still shaky and insecure. mix in some mind-numbing confusion and you've got me.

it's not hormones. can't be. i'm strictly regulated in that department. [watch the fuck out if i'm not!] but thanks for all the suggestions. maybe it's a lack of sex. or validation. one of the two. it'll pass, eventually. i hope.

perhaps it's just underlying old relationship issues coming back to bite me in the ass. zpo's and my relationship has none of that...but my trust issues are really getting in the way and making me question everything he says or does, or doesn't do. i didn't think that they were this deeply rooted. yikes.

i love him.
he loves me.
and i believe him.

the last person who told me that didn't mean it. so it's tough. ugh.

fuck you for doing this to me. yes, you. i know you read this.

the office mate situation is not helping matters. she's apparently a self-centered bitch and not in the good way. [i am a good bitch]. my mission for the day is to find a way to make the space heater not work. any suggestions?

i'm hungry. xo