Sid Suicide | Alternative Model for SuicideGirls

Went to the movies the other night, and discovered a Captain America 2 display. This happened:

I'm pretty sure the theater staff thought I was "special". I don't care. I've learned to embrace my nerd-ity in the past few years.

I got put on a new version of tramadol for my EDS, and it's helping tremendously. It's extended release, so I only need one pill
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legman:

cute pics!! I hope the new meds work! :) and nice X-MEN phone case!

Mar 2, 2014

chazstrummer:

Nice to hear you've found something that helps.

Mar 2, 2014

Hello lovelies,

I'd like to talk about something really close to my heart right now. This Friday, February 28th is Rare Disease Day. It's a day of awareness sponsored by the National Organization of Rare Diseases.

Many people, myself included, have rare diseases -- diseases which affect fewer than 200,000 people are considered rare. I, as well as several other lovely Suicide Girls and members,...
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omerta_:

@trevor It's something I've talked to a number of doctors and physical therapists about and they all just shrug their shoulders at me. Since all of my pain problems have been directly related to my joint problems (in particular my knees, hips and spine) they just tell me to stay muscularly balanced, and if it hurts to take an anti-inflammatory and ice it if I need to. My bones are all fine, it's just that my ligaments are almost too long. But now that I have this info I might just go talk to someone new.

Feb 24, 2014

trevor:

@omerta_ Sounds a LOT like a lot of the conversations @sid and I have had with her doctors, and we had to see quite a few before we found one willing to dive in and investigate further. It just so happened that one specialist we encountered along the way was like "Oh hey, you present like someone with EDS, ever hear of it?" Building awareness is the best way to help others with the same struggles.

Feb 25, 2014

I've nothing really profound to say, but you can look at some of my pictures:

justandy82:

cutie ^_^

Feb 19, 2014

legman:

pretty!! You have a "Questionable Content" drawing on the wall! Nice!

Feb 20, 2014

almost_missed:

Incredibly gorgeous! Loving your back tattoo heaps ^^

Feb 5, 2014

ritchy144:

sexy

Mar 10, 2014

Just being strange

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mizuki:

I'm so in love with you

Feb 3, 2014

clutch12:

You are seductively sexy. I love it.

Mar 10, 2014

This past Monday was my 10th anniversary of being a suicide girl. I spent the entire day (and more than the past week) in agonizing pain.

10 years ago, I felt so much better than I do these days. I still had to force myself to get out and do the things I needed and wanted to do, but everyone, including myself, thought I was...
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sithacolytekane:

you should seriously consider indica edibles. cymbalta is good for managing chronic pain too. so sorry you have to go through all that just to get by.

Mar 22, 2014

kekili:

I wish I knew what to say...but other than, your doctor is an ass and you should look for a new one...I have no helpful words. Other than to say that I am so sorry and sad for what you go through.

Mar 24, 2014