Saturday Jun 05, 2004

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Getting a massage by a hottie, lots of bondage going on in my room and I gotta go! Update later today though, come back for full details!

~the angel* love
allied:
Update! Update! biggrin
lovitch:
wow whatever

Thursday Jun 03, 2004

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I would first like to thank all of you for the support. It is Sober Day #3, and I am fairing well. But the weekend will be the test....

On the bright side, I got to spend all day monday (when I was not sleeping) with my ex and then he came to visit me on tuesday night - I drove up to park...
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newark:


I hope you make it to day 4, 5, . . . . .30,000. are you getting to meetings ? it would be easier not to go thru this alone
bang_bang:
good luck...i did it for 3months...no cigs or beer so i know what ur going thru smile

Tuesday Jun 01, 2004

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This will be fast becuase I have to do some serious work today and I am a happy girl.

I had a really rough Memorial Day. I thought I was a strong person but I foung myself practically pulling my hair out around 9:30 am on monday morning because 5 hours previous I had had my last line.

Now let me tell you, this...
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bassplayer:
Good luck!! BP
lovitch:
Hey hey whats rong with you. come on... you came off much stronger than that when we first meet. Come on you can do this get it together. I have been in the same road it's all about what you want in your life. You need me to slap the shit out of you let me know I'm close. On a serious note give your self a couple day. Youll be fine, try hard for your self. No one loves you more than your self, cause if you din't you would have not writen what you wrote. If you need support call me or hit me up just to talk and get your heead out of it. And maybe that stuff dosnt need to be in the house.
Take care.
P.S this is what you can look like on that shit skull sorry for the hard love its just me cause I have seen what it can do to some one you love.

Wednesday May 26, 2004

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Here is a nice little quandry....

I get a phone call today on my phone at work and, of course, being in Malibu, there is no reception, so I have to call them back... it is the ex. He was just calling because he was chilling on his day off and wanted to know if I was a) at work (dumb ass, I work...
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newark:


I would stay clear of the Hard stuff and your ex
allied:
Hmmmm, you probably already solved this dilemma by now, but I agree with newark. Stay clear of both. It's a slippery slope. ooo aaa

Monday May 24, 2004

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So I am bullshitting at work again, with a cute little toy fox terrier napping on my lap. Poor guy, totally distrubing him while I type. Oh well, his loss!

the angel* got to call in sick yesterday. She was, really. I have called in sick about 3 times in 5 years, like "hi I cannot get out of bed I am so ill"...
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nicolelee:
not removing all the clothes isnt a rule at all. there are several girls out there that leave the panties on. i dont remember why i left them on, but i think it had something to do with the light blowing up and hot pieces of glass all of the sudden flying out and ready to singe me.
besides... apparently it sets off the backSIDE aight.
johnnystrange:
Just wanted to say HI to my new friend! Hope that threesome works out.... hehe wink Be careful, those ex's will screw you up everytime, believe me, I know. I feel for you though, LA can be a pretty lonely place.... frown

Saturday May 22, 2004

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Well the Palms Springs get-a-way was cancelled - the resort was all booked up. So instead I am going to cook a quiet dinner for the two of us at his house. Tell me who won out of that deal.....?

I am up at 8:53 am and I am not surprised how unawake I am. I just am zoning (might be the substance I...
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undressyourheart:
You can't have my scheduals!!! lol, although alot of people are jealous. They just dont know how to rock it like I do wink Hope you have a good week kiss
lovitch:
LOL got to love it!!!! any ways I to was over the hill on the 22 you know why? I't was my B-day too, whent to celebrate with friends and family. I had such a good time it would have been great to have you droop by and party together. You bring some of your friends and I'll bring some of my friends so we all can be friends. Is that aight with you? cool
take care biggrin

Thursday May 20, 2004

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So the last week has been interesting for those of you that are entertained by my exploits.

I woke up in the bed of my prince charming this morning in his Brentwood home, almost forgetting where I was. We had a good evening at dinner, I got him drunk, introduced him to Jay-Z's Black Album (which he loved), and got him into bed. Damn,...
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mikedawg13:
Jay-Z?...Who's that....But everything else sounds pretty good, for you at least. wink
lovitch:
simple keep them both and just add me to your list I promise not to fall in love or call you girlfriend just great sex. Hey if you lose both of them you have one to talk to with a freakness. wink

Thursday May 13, 2004

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So I went to class this morning...
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some of you probably didn't know I was a student as well as a number of other things... yeah, I have one full timer, one part timer, and school. BUT I STILL HAVE TIME FOR YOU! so feel special!
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... anyway, that was fun... so I got my term paper back from my teacher along...
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eurisko:
damn, you suck for your good grades. i envy you.
slumberjack:
Congrats on the good marks.

Tuesday May 11, 2004

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Well, it is official.

I was rejected by the beautiful Missy and Elizabeth today. They said I was not right for the site, not quite what they are looking for.

That just means I have to work on getting my ex to do the set and then post an awesome photoshoot to prove I am right for this site! All I have to say...
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Sunday May 09, 2004

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"You came up with the breeze on Sunday Morning...." ~ No Doubt

It is a beautiful day here in the bright wonderful city of Venice Beach. And even though I have to work at 2pm, I am still going to go chill at the beach for a few hours and work on the tan.

My new roomie is moved in almost, I just have...
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magdalene:
you DO keep a hot journal eeek -- it would pay for you to know that i feel like a voyeur, and it feels damn good. thank you for that! biggrin

(thoughts to the mother. frown i'll send the good vibes out from ny.)
magdalene:
thanks for the recomendations- i like the good fuck suggestion.... but for some reason, after schex i just want more. i think masturbation is the solution- cause me on me is just so damn boring eeek

that never fails to knock me out. lol

Sunday May 02, 2004

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I know, I know, I have been slackin'. Hope I didn't loose anyones interest...

I would just like to thank those of you who leave comments - I have a journal that I expose myself in FOR FEEDBACK!

Lesson #11: Honesty is the best policy, even if it includes the phrase, "I fucked your best friend but I still love you!" (no personal experience...
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surfbetty:
Birthday sex is the best huh?


BTW...no worries with the Vicodin...I am an old pro with that shit... wink


Have a great day.. kiss
amfmblazer:
Hi, just looking around and I noticed that you were from Venice. I love Venice, I have a friend that stays in the condos right next to the waters...awesome! Well I need some SG friends so someone talk to me!!!

Monday Apr 26, 2004

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Dear General Public;

I am going to kill my sister and her boyfriend.

My sister is a captain in the Army as well as a Black Hawk pilot and, since she is all certified, she is being shipped to South Korea for the next 18 months... Kelly is not a happy camper. Anyway, she decided to come home and see me for my birthday...
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surfbetty:
Happy belated birthday girlie...I have been slackin in the SG journal comment department lately so please forgive...My dad is a blackhawk mechanic...cool... biggrin
odog44:
Aloha...

God bless your sister for taking care of the USA, that takes a lot of courage. smile

Peace out
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