JOURNAL:
Well, it is official.
I was rejected by the beautiful Missy and Elizabeth today. They said I was not right for the site, not quite what they are looking for.
That just means I have to work on getting my ex to do the set and then post an awesome photoshoot to prove I am right for this site! All I have to say is sorry I don't have mutilating piercings and numerous tattoos - I actually have to be a professional 7 days a week. Damn Nation!
The ex and I went out last night. Things are well for Kelly, he just can't get enough. He took me to dinner at Enterprise Fish Company to show off me to the number of girls there on his jock - and of course I knew that. It's okay, I looked hot.
That is right. And you know what happened after three martinis and a little fight/debate? Yep, we kissed, made out feverously, and fucked like banshees. Ah, Kelly feels good this day.....
He dropped by a little while ago to get his car keys and he completely gave me kisses. I apologized to him for the bitch I was being last night (I tried to play psychologist unsuccessfully - didn't I feel stupid) and he said, "Oh, I don't even remember anymore. I love you". And I asked him, "Are you mad at me?" and he said "No, I love you". Smoochie boochies baby!
I don't know why I keep playing that game of get him back then push him away, but I cannot help it. It is what I do, and I have got him Frank-style, (everyone!) "I've got you... under my skin!" - but I am so under his more.
Oh happy day....
I wooped ass at work today, my bosses are happy with me, I am not going to get canned and things are doing okay, kicking ass on late bills, getting my room in one piece slowly, but the roomie is sort of wearing on me a bit.
It is not his fault really. I am a pain in the ass to live with! But, like I said before, I would like some initiative! (maybe I didn't say that but I mentioned doing the dishes every 24 hours!). I just hate mess and if you don't have a job, don't have shit to do or bills to pay yet, why don't you show your appreciation by cleaning up after yourself instead of sitting on your ass and having attitude problems! He is just silent with me today and I don't know if he is mad at me or what, but I cannot take the silence. I know I still have to move my shit out of the closet but I mean, hey! He doesn't have anything to put up right now anyway. Life sucks, and I also cannot get into the room to move the dresser and stuff because his shit is all over the floor. How the fuck!?!
Well I am about to do some 4:20 shit..
mahalo lovers!
~the angel*
Well, it is official.
I was rejected by the beautiful Missy and Elizabeth today. They said I was not right for the site, not quite what they are looking for.
That just means I have to work on getting my ex to do the set and then post an awesome photoshoot to prove I am right for this site! All I have to say is sorry I don't have mutilating piercings and numerous tattoos - I actually have to be a professional 7 days a week. Damn Nation!
The ex and I went out last night. Things are well for Kelly, he just can't get enough. He took me to dinner at Enterprise Fish Company to show off me to the number of girls there on his jock - and of course I knew that. It's okay, I looked hot.
That is right. And you know what happened after three martinis and a little fight/debate? Yep, we kissed, made out feverously, and fucked like banshees. Ah, Kelly feels good this day.....
He dropped by a little while ago to get his car keys and he completely gave me kisses. I apologized to him for the bitch I was being last night (I tried to play psychologist unsuccessfully - didn't I feel stupid) and he said, "Oh, I don't even remember anymore. I love you". And I asked him, "Are you mad at me?" and he said "No, I love you". Smoochie boochies baby!
I don't know why I keep playing that game of get him back then push him away, but I cannot help it. It is what I do, and I have got him Frank-style, (everyone!) "I've got you... under my skin!" - but I am so under his more.
Oh happy day....
I wooped ass at work today, my bosses are happy with me, I am not going to get canned and things are doing okay, kicking ass on late bills, getting my room in one piece slowly, but the roomie is sort of wearing on me a bit.
It is not his fault really. I am a pain in the ass to live with! But, like I said before, I would like some initiative! (maybe I didn't say that but I mentioned doing the dishes every 24 hours!). I just hate mess and if you don't have a job, don't have shit to do or bills to pay yet, why don't you show your appreciation by cleaning up after yourself instead of sitting on your ass and having attitude problems! He is just silent with me today and I don't know if he is mad at me or what, but I cannot take the silence. I know I still have to move my shit out of the closet but I mean, hey! He doesn't have anything to put up right now anyway. Life sucks, and I also cannot get into the room to move the dresser and stuff because his shit is all over the floor. How the fuck!?!
Well I am about to do some 4:20 shit..
mahalo lovers!
~the angel*