JOURNAL:
So I am bullshitting at work again, with a cute little toy fox terrier napping on my lap. Poor guy, totally distrubing him while I type. Oh well, his loss!
the angel* got to call in sick yesterday. She was, really. I have called in sick about 3 times in 5 years, like "hi I cannot get out of bed I am so ill" sick. I needed the day off. I got my kitchen clean, watched a few Cameron Diaz movies (hey, I was in the mood m'kay?), and slept a shit load.
Oh the ex came over to see me in the afternoon, and he talked with me about his personal stuff. I mean, I know he and I are not together and I really should not let him confide in me like a girlfriend, but I want it still - it means he still trusts me, right? We cuddled and then stuff happened (didn't help that we had our clothing off already..) and it was great... "The chad was great"
Then we discussed possibly a threesome with the Prince Charming. I don't know if I just like to shoot myself in the foot or just see what can become of uncontrolled chaos... but I would get royally fucked if the two of them got on me at once... it has been awhile since it was me and two guys... about two years - and I was not giving too much oral that time... I don't know but it is enticing. Oh and the camcorder idea is what inspired...
The puppy just gased.. ew! Stinky.
So yeah, that was my weekend. THen I called Prince Charming and told him my idea of three's company minus the identity of the ex and he was not opposed to it. I have to play my cards carefully.
Oh here is another kicker. I decided to ask the ex a serious question while he was in the afterglow (right after he came all over my stomach and chest, I am always impressed with him) if, hypothetically, I asked him to marry me, what would he say? After deliberating and discussing, I clarified like right then if I asked and he said he would say yes.
GREAT. that is just great. Stupid women, we want answers but it just causes more chaos and confusion! Damn it.
Oh well, things are fine otherwise. I think I am just tired of being single right now, I want to wake up next to someone every morning and kiss them goodnight every night, be cuddled and comforted, have some help in the $$ department! Damn... it is so hard being a hot little blonde in LA.
Curses, time for me to get back to reality and work some more. I have stuff I have to get out in the mail today and people to yell at to pay my company. Tough job, but someone has to be cynical about it.
Would we like a lesson? Sure, why not? I am a giver....
LESSON #15- Kismit is a Bada-BITCH. Everyone says Karma but the "comes around" part is technically Kismit, obviously not spelled correctly (Who knows, maybe I am right originally). Just know that all things come around to you when you least expect it, and it smacks like a pimp to a hoe. Only send out what you can handle back, because it comes back times 3 according to Wicca.
Anyway, enough philosophy. Have a good one and sorry for the spelling errors - I have a 6 month old toy fox terrier on my lap and I am loving it!
mahalo lovers,
~the angel*
So I am bullshitting at work again, with a cute little toy fox terrier napping on my lap. Poor guy, totally distrubing him while I type. Oh well, his loss!
the angel* got to call in sick yesterday. She was, really. I have called in sick about 3 times in 5 years, like "hi I cannot get out of bed I am so ill" sick. I needed the day off. I got my kitchen clean, watched a few Cameron Diaz movies (hey, I was in the mood m'kay?), and slept a shit load.
Oh the ex came over to see me in the afternoon, and he talked with me about his personal stuff. I mean, I know he and I are not together and I really should not let him confide in me like a girlfriend, but I want it still - it means he still trusts me, right? We cuddled and then stuff happened (didn't help that we had our clothing off already..) and it was great... "The chad was great"
Then we discussed possibly a threesome with the Prince Charming. I don't know if I just like to shoot myself in the foot or just see what can become of uncontrolled chaos... but I would get royally fucked if the two of them got on me at once... it has been awhile since it was me and two guys... about two years - and I was not giving too much oral that time... I don't know but it is enticing. Oh and the camcorder idea is what inspired...
The puppy just gased.. ew! Stinky.
So yeah, that was my weekend. THen I called Prince Charming and told him my idea of three's company minus the identity of the ex and he was not opposed to it. I have to play my cards carefully.
Oh here is another kicker. I decided to ask the ex a serious question while he was in the afterglow (right after he came all over my stomach and chest, I am always impressed with him) if, hypothetically, I asked him to marry me, what would he say? After deliberating and discussing, I clarified like right then if I asked and he said he would say yes.
GREAT. that is just great. Stupid women, we want answers but it just causes more chaos and confusion! Damn it.
Oh well, things are fine otherwise. I think I am just tired of being single right now, I want to wake up next to someone every morning and kiss them goodnight every night, be cuddled and comforted, have some help in the $$ department! Damn... it is so hard being a hot little blonde in LA.
Curses, time for me to get back to reality and work some more. I have stuff I have to get out in the mail today and people to yell at to pay my company. Tough job, but someone has to be cynical about it.
Would we like a lesson? Sure, why not? I am a giver....
LESSON #15- Kismit is a Bada-BITCH. Everyone says Karma but the "comes around" part is technically Kismit, obviously not spelled correctly (Who knows, maybe I am right originally). Just know that all things come around to you when you least expect it, and it smacks like a pimp to a hoe. Only send out what you can handle back, because it comes back times 3 according to Wicca.
Anyway, enough philosophy. Have a good one and sorry for the spelling errors - I have a 6 month old toy fox terrier on my lap and I am loving it!
mahalo lovers,
~the angel*
besides... apparently it sets off the backSIDE aight.