Tomorrow I am going to have sex, and I have mixed feelings about it.
I know that no one reads my journal, but I could really, really use some advice. Even bad advice would be good right now. I met Katie on Lava life a couple weeks ago. I don't have much in common with her, were not really even friends, she just wants a long term sex partner, and thats it. And I was pretty cool with that. Until now.
I met someone else from lava life this week. Someone I have alot in common with, someone thats probably looking for an actual relationship. Her name is Cassi. I've only talked to her for the past 3 days on MSN, but we've really connected.
So my question: is it wrong for me to have meaningless, casual sex with Katie tomorrow night because I've met someone else who's interested in more than just sex? Keep in mind I've only talked to Cassi three times on MSN, but they were long, good conversations. What I'm thinking is tomorrow I will have sex with Katie, than I'll see what develops with Cassi, and if something does develop, or looks like it will develop, than I will stop having sex with Katie. Or should I stop right now. Dammit this sucks. No one is going to read this anyway, fuck it.
I know that no one reads my journal, but I could really, really use some advice. Even bad advice would be good right now. I met Katie on Lava life a couple weeks ago. I don't have much in common with her, were not really even friends, she just wants a long term sex partner, and thats it. And I was pretty cool with that. Until now.
I met someone else from lava life this week. Someone I have alot in common with, someone thats probably looking for an actual relationship. Her name is Cassi. I've only talked to her for the past 3 days on MSN, but we've really connected.
So my question: is it wrong for me to have meaningless, casual sex with Katie tomorrow night because I've met someone else who's interested in more than just sex? Keep in mind I've only talked to Cassi three times on MSN, but they were long, good conversations. What I'm thinking is tomorrow I will have sex with Katie, than I'll see what develops with Cassi, and if something does develop, or looks like it will develop, than I will stop having sex with Katie. Or should I stop right now. Dammit this sucks. No one is going to read this anyway, fuck it.
I don't think it's wrong, exactly, but if it's going to hang over your head like this maybe you oughtn't for the sake of your peace of mind. Or, see if you can get Cassi to agree to a date. If not, then go ahead with the sex.