Wednesday Dec 31, 2003

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Well, it's been fun, but I canceled my account today. I really like SG, but I have no money. Well, I have acces to money, which is the problem because I'm heavily in debt. Stupid expensive school. Anyway, I can't justify paying 9 bucks US a month anymore, so bye. frown
user092840:
Bye. frown

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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Apparently, I know shit about my computer. I decided I nedded a graphics card, even though my computer is 2 years old. I can't play any new games with my current system (P3, 700Mhz) so I bought a Radeon 9200. I figured it would at least make my streaming porn look better. Unfortunatly my crappy PC dosn't have an AGP port. The geniouses at FS...
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decedent:
do they even make pci 3d cards anymore? i currently have a notebook, so i haven't kept up on upgrades in the past couple of years. this thing is almost two years old, but i ordered it with a 64mb geforce4, which still works alright.

i remember i upgraded my last desktop pc with a pci voodoo 5. those things were huge..it barely fit in my case. i miss voodoo cards. they were so simple, they worked with everything and had great 2d/app quality too.
user092840:
Whoa. That entry was too technical for me, so I'll just leave you some faces, cause I am too slow to read and understand that.

wink tongue kiss love

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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Happy Birthday Jesus! Here's to another year of my great back-assword faith! Yipppy for Catholicism! I don't consider myself a practicing catholic, but it's wierd, even though I don't go to church anymore (I did tonight, to appease my family) or agree with 90% of Catholic doctrine, I was brought up Catholic so a part of me will always intrinsically have Catholic values, whether I...
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user092840:
Merry Christmas! biggrin kiss

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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Yeh!!! A finally have my very first SG friend!! And it only took me two months!
And they said I was introverted. tongue
Anyway, thank you for excepting my plea for friendship Cherie. Hopefully one day you will grace us with the gift of an SG set, untill then I'm happy to be your SG buddy.
I binged on CD's today, something I haven't done in...
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Friday Dec 19, 2003

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You know the song Art Star by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs? I've been singing the chorus part all day: du-du-dudu-du-da-du-dudu. Repeat into infinity. Tonight I tried to go out with some coworkers, but the line up to the bar took forever, so I went by myself to another shitty bar just to drink. I ran into a girl I haven't seen in years, Amanda, we...
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user092840:
Thank you for your super sweet comment, but alas, I'm too fat to be an SG and show my shit on the internet. But your niceness made my day, so thank you again. blush kiss

Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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Holy shit do I ever fell better. I feel like a completely different person than the one who wrote the last entry. Maybe I am...Anyway, yeah, I feel fucking amzing in comparison to how I felt last week. I really should keep track of these mood swings to see if there's any pattern to them. I think the fact that I'm done school for Xmas...
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Thursday Dec 11, 2003

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I love suicide girls, but I hate the way it makes me feel. Maybe I just hate the way I feel right now, and sg is compounding that. I just feel really depressed seeing all these beautiful girls who are brave and liberated enough to send in thier pictures, and talk about thier lives which seem beautiful and perfect compared to mine. I want to...
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Friday Dec 05, 2003

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Thanks for the advice phantasmagorist. I didn't get to read it in time though. I don't feel bad about what Katie and I do.
I don't think it's wrong...yet. Last night was pretty amazing to, so when it comes down to crunch time it's really gonna suck.

I don't want to give the impression through this journal that I'm some kind of player who wheels...
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Wednesday Dec 03, 2003

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Tomorrow I am going to have sex, and I have mixed feelings about it.

I know that no one reads my journal, but I could really, really use some advice. Even bad advice would be good right now. I met Katie on Lava life a couple weeks ago. I don't have much in common with her, were not really even friends, she just wants a...
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phantasmagorist:
Hey, I read it!

I don't think it's wrong, exactly, but if it's going to hang over your head like this maybe you oughtn't for the sake of your peace of mind. Or, see if you can get Cassi to agree to a date. If not, then go ahead with the sex.

Thursday Nov 27, 2003

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Today was okay. Feeling a little better.
The philosophy essay is hanging over my head. I'll probably start + finish it sunday. Finally choose my favorite SG's.
5 is not enough, you should be able to pick at least ten. I love them all, it's hard to pick. I was tempted to pick just Canadian girls, but Elara and Polli where just to cute to...
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Wednesday Nov 26, 2003

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Why am I writing this?
Is it a deperate cry to anyone who'll listen?
Am I that starved for human interaction?
Why am I so full of hate?
Why am I jealous of everyone?

Good questions for a therapist, but I can't afford one at the moment. Nor do I really want to see one again. And they always answer your questions with more questions....
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