hellstorm

well, my Single Awareness Day celebration has taken a new high. seems that my one ear has become plugged (remember, I started a cold on Sunday, but think I'm almost over it). while in itself not a bad thing, add to that pressure building up, and, well, my ear hurts now.

ear aches...they suck!

so now I'm returning empties and I'm off to see if...
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well, somehow, on Sunday, I woke up sick....again. I got a feeling its the job. I'm outside (with this wacky weather) pushing carts around. even using gloves, those germs have to get to me somehow! although I think I'm over it now. lots of coughing and blowing my nose....its green phlegm. nasty!

also noticing that people seem to be oblivious to us cart pushers. what's...
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well, still snowing. in fact, we might get 2 inches accumulation tonight. trying to figure out how much we have gotten this month in snow.

Single Awareness Day is also coming up. oh the joys of seeing all those insedious bastaches out there, with their significant others, enjoying that damnable day.

okay, so I'm bitter. I'm closing in on 30 consecutive years of being single...
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weekend update of the funness I call life:

Saturday was the Lennon and Shannon Curfman show in Buffalo. yes, I wore my new SG t-shirt. Lennon commented on it. also, 3 people who I saw last time around (in May), one of which took my picture with Lennon, were there. the girl recognized me. I was impressed, since I've grown a goatee and changed my...
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well, just got back from seeing Lennon in Buffalo. great show. what's even better is how she is as a person. whether its spending the time to talk with a 9 year old girl at the show (and take her picture with her), or going out of her way to take a picture (second try) with some person (IE, me) who couldn't get his camera...
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well, I just finished my federal taxes. I'm getting about $1200 back from the Federal Government in tax returns. yay. sounds great, huh? except for a problem I'm in.

I currently pay out about $750 to $800 a month in bills. my job pays me approximately $600 a month (give or take $150 I'd say). so guess what this extra $1200 will be used for?...
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its the end of January, I look outside, and I see green grass and wild life running around likes it spring!

WTF is up with that? I'm in upstate New York, I should look out at a few feet of snow!

oh well.

in other news, my cousin's 9 year old son....think he was playing with my other cousin's 1 year old son's toys when...
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well, today at work, doing maintainence, and the night manager asks me to change a light bulb. sounds simple, right?

WRONG!

first, there are an unknown number of different lightbulbs in the store. everything is different! so what we end up doing is getting the old bulb, then going to out lightbulb storage area and comparing until we find the right bulb.

second, I had...
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well, another week has gone by. thank you for the advice everyone. this girl has lost the priviledge on being on my one screen name's buddy list, the one where I am most open about what I feel and things. very few people are on that list....and so far, she's the first one to be removed from it.

I doubt she'll talk to me again...
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if anyone can figure this out for me, please do. I'm at a lost.

about 2 years ago (summer of '04), I kind of dated a girl. she was younger than me (and naive, as I have found out). she kept saying she wanted a relationship, but then would always find an excuse not to have one. we ended up friends with benefits, but feelings...
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