if anyone can figure this out for me, please do. I'm at a lost.
about 2 years ago (summer of '04), I kind of dated a girl. she was younger than me (and naive, as I have found out). she kept saying she wanted a relationship, but then would always find an excuse not to have one. we ended up friends with benefits, but feelings there as well. it was tough, but what could I do?
her mom dies from breast cancer that summer. ironically, the same mom that was abusive, and while she was sick, drove this girl nuts. I was there, and proceeded to take 4 days off a job I had just started to be with her during this time.
shortly afterwards, she decides she doesn't want this anymore. okay. it is hurtfull for me, but I have to respect her wishes, right?
suddenly, things happen, such as her blocking me on IM and such. when she finally talks to me, she lets me know that she never wanted any of what happened, and that I "deeply hurt her". interestingly, when before, she would ask for stuff and say what she wanted. whatever.
in, say, December of '04, she blocks me totally on IM. last time I had any contact with her was when she asked about my uncle, and I told her he committed suicide. would have been great to have someone to talk to then. she blocks me on IM shortly after I tell her this. ironically, earier that year, she told me how "painful" it was that someone she knew blocked her in IM, because he said seeing her name was "painful". she found this rude and inappropriate.
that's the back story. now, well, last night, she suddenly IM's me out of nowhere, with such things as:
"Get a life. There is no one I dislike as much as you, man." and "The thought of you working with children one day scares me." mind you, since she has blocked me, not only have I made no effort to contact her, I really haven't said anything about it. I have kept it private and her own decision, and have yet to reply to her (since she seems to unblock me, IM me these comments, then blocks me again), and I really don't know if I want to reply ot these IM's or not.
so what is up with this? anyone? another psycho I fell for?
and an update. she IM'd again (different screen name) and apologized. she said some friends of her said they came across a site on the Internet where I had posted some stuff, in the hopes of helping her get over me by making her hate me, then told her later on it was a lie.
some friends.
and gee, after over a year, she's not over me, yet has blocked me (and I have made no attempts in contacting her)......what is up with that?
about 2 years ago (summer of '04), I kind of dated a girl. she was younger than me (and naive, as I have found out). she kept saying she wanted a relationship, but then would always find an excuse not to have one. we ended up friends with benefits, but feelings there as well. it was tough, but what could I do?
her mom dies from breast cancer that summer. ironically, the same mom that was abusive, and while she was sick, drove this girl nuts. I was there, and proceeded to take 4 days off a job I had just started to be with her during this time.
shortly afterwards, she decides she doesn't want this anymore. okay. it is hurtfull for me, but I have to respect her wishes, right?
suddenly, things happen, such as her blocking me on IM and such. when she finally talks to me, she lets me know that she never wanted any of what happened, and that I "deeply hurt her". interestingly, when before, she would ask for stuff and say what she wanted. whatever.
in, say, December of '04, she blocks me totally on IM. last time I had any contact with her was when she asked about my uncle, and I told her he committed suicide. would have been great to have someone to talk to then. she blocks me on IM shortly after I tell her this. ironically, earier that year, she told me how "painful" it was that someone she knew blocked her in IM, because he said seeing her name was "painful". she found this rude and inappropriate.
that's the back story. now, well, last night, she suddenly IM's me out of nowhere, with such things as:
"Get a life. There is no one I dislike as much as you, man." and "The thought of you working with children one day scares me." mind you, since she has blocked me, not only have I made no effort to contact her, I really haven't said anything about it. I have kept it private and her own decision, and have yet to reply to her (since she seems to unblock me, IM me these comments, then blocks me again), and I really don't know if I want to reply ot these IM's or not.
so what is up with this? anyone? another psycho I fell for?
and an update. she IM'd again (different screen name) and apologized. she said some friends of her said they came across a site on the Internet where I had posted some stuff, in the hopes of helping her get over me by making her hate me, then told her later on it was a lie.
some friends.
and gee, after over a year, she's not over me, yet has blocked me (and I have made no attempts in contacting her)......what is up with that?
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