hellstorm

NICE! you'll have to let me know what songs you'll be jammin' to in the next few months. when i took guitar classes, they made me play "country roads" for my first song. hahaha...

I know I definately have experience. Its of cource, not the same as a 40 year olds...currently my state govt has got tv adverts stating that "experience, its back!" in regards to older workers. So its a bit of a kick in the gitts....knowing that my govt is advertising for employers to hire older people right now. I think it is just another hurdle for me to get over. Im apllying for alot of stuff. Anything at this point.

You know where your headed and you know what your next move is. I know you can do it

have you been working too hard over the weekend agains?

good luck, will write mote later

glad to hear your mum is kinda supportive and seems to understand. Was it good birthday cake? I hope things work out, but , yeah, they may take time.

I was definately depressed through high school. In the last 6months iv really noticed the feeling of it returning....not sure how to act yet.

*huggs. Im was/ am a self harmer as well. When I was at high school...and Iv really been feeling the need to start again in the past 6 months, but havnt. Mainly because I think it would freak the bf out. I find exercise helps me alot.

I find it frustrating that self harmers have to get tats or whatever just becuse they are more accepted than cutting or whatever.

The bf gave me a 300Gig HD to back up with. Iv gotta pay him back when I have monies.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM AUSTRALIA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! Its your birthday!!! Its your birthday hear and not where you are !!!!! Happy birthday when it gets around to you!!!!

I hope its an awesome day!!!

she must be an only child.

She wants to have her cake and eat it. A tad lame I think. Personally I'd bombard her with e-mails now, probably childish, but fun.

*huggs...good luck sweets! I hate not being prepared for essays. Its never easy. I need sleep tooooo.

A plastic bubble you say.......hey, great idea. She fell down the bottom half of the stairs this morning, a bubble would have helped. It would also keep the boys away too, liking this idea more and more.

Keep getting plenty of sleep.

Being told to 'be strong' is something that I hope my generation will finally irradicate. For too many years, people have felt they had to do this because 'we don't want a fuss.' Now is the time to put our foot down and shout 'we have feelings and we're entitled to show them.' We are no longer in the Victorian era and need to pave the way for a more open future for us all.

Take care of yourself.



Oh, don't worry about my journals. as and when is fine.

I think your experiences will make you a better counselor. I've been through a lot and I'm going into psychology hoping I can spare some people some pain or help them through things that I have been though, while taking their money, of course! I was the oldest of two children and I was ignored and shushed while my brother was their sunshine.

This is a good place to let it out. People here just care, like me. I don't feel as alone as I used to.

Why do you need to crack the damn dam? Maybe if I knew that and what was behind the wall, we could figure out a way to knock that bitch down!

If I remember rightly, they bulldozed the Berlin wall and that was pretty tough, so maybe you should try that.

Take care of yourself.

They never last long enouhg do they? At least theres not to much uni work to be done

Yeah - I have a lap top with a usb connection for if I really need it - but its not too bad pasting the "a". I just use the short cut - Ctrl + V. Most of the time I get it.

I would love to start work later. The bf has to get up at 6am to get to work at 8am. I can manage this if I get to bed around 9pm. It leaves so little time to do even basic things like housecleaning and even relaxing. I guess it's a different way of living.

tell them your having fetus for dinner and it is burning in the oven

your answers were interesting. I hope you got enough rest.

i agree with the gal above me. you deserve a nice grand ole vacation hope you have a great week.

I guess it was slightly less busy than usual. Hope you manage to relax a little too.

My son's classic was when he was about 3 and we were at the swimming baths. At the top of his voice in the changing rooms, he asked....."Why is my willy bigger than all the other boys". Mothers glared at me and all I could do was laugh. They need to get a life.

Take care.

Tis cool with the groups...I dont keep up with some threads enough methinks

Iv had similer experiences with family - its just wrong to treat one person more favorably over the other like that. Meh - nothing much elce can be done...

I have meet a lot, always cool, I never use netscape, raither IE or firefox.