hellstorm

thank you for the birthday wishes and kind words everyone. I promise to read over again what everyone wrote and personally respond. when I have the time.

time....always seems to be the enemy with me!

so here's what has progressed so far:

I talked with the person. she thinks I might have said the comment in jest or was misinterpreted. we're on good terms.

I have talked with both my supervisors. at this point in time, barring a miracle, I will not pass. so I can take the option of Withdrawal/Pass now, and do the Internship in the Fall. I am thinking of doing that, with next week being my last week.

I have decided that I am going to explore medication and continuing some kind of counseling services over the summer. I have probably lived with mild depression most if not all of my adult life. its time to take care of it.

so thank you again all who spoke. I even got a new person on my Friends list here! the second person I've asked for friendship from, and he accepted....

so wish me luck. I have lots of sorting to do. and things to figure out. the only thing I hope is that I don't get screwed over financial aid wise for this. and if I do, I'll deal.

so thanks again.....more will follow soon, perhaps this weekend, perhaps this week, perhaps next week, you never can tell!