You know, honestly, the whole dad thing, well, once the shock wore off I realized it was a good thing. It is a HUGE shock to be sure, especially to know I have half sisters and a half brother. But it is high time me and my siblings dealt with our feelings on the dad subject and moved on with our lives. I am suprisingly meh about the situation. I read the e-mail he sent and thought he sounded kinda nuts. My dad that is, not my brother. South Africa is a damn long way away, and that makes us feel kinda safe. Seeing him in person would be a different story entirely, I am not sure how I would really react. Either way it makes no difference to my sunrise, so I don't really give a rats ass, I gots other things to worry about right now.
Of course you can use those pictures for your blog and I will do my best to get you copies of the others in the next couple of days. I will send via Gmail yo.
So the job search has been....somewhat scattered. I am working in a nightclub on the weekends. It is ok, decent money and less hours per week...which is nice because I have time to focus on school during the week.
I need to find real employment soon, but I am not so worried. Once you've bounced back a 1000 times, the 1001 time seems simple. I know what I need to do, and I will do it. That's how it goes juggling all the balls....hehe...balls made me giggle
thanks so much for the comments and love on my set, i understand that i need new angles.. unfortunately i cant get a new set up for a while. big bummer!!
For the past 30 hours or so I've had this damned song on my mind. It has a poignant-sounding repeating guitar line at the end with a guy with a nasal voice singing over it. I don't know the song title but I recognise the guy's voice. Can I hell think of his name.
Oh no! I hate when I get "song title lock up" syndrome. I usually end up thinking about it in the middle of the night and end up sitting bolt upright in bed shrieking something like "Eureka!!!!! I've got it!!!!!"