forkandles

You know, honestly, the whole dad thing, well, once the shock wore off I realized it was a good thing. It is a HUGE shock to be sure, especially to know I have half sisters and a half brother. But it is high time me and my siblings dealt with our feelings on the dad subject and moved on with our lives. I am suprisingly meh about the situation. I read the e-mail he sent and thought he sounded kinda nuts. My dad that is, not my brother. South Africa is a damn long way away, and that makes us feel kinda safe. Seeing him in person would be a different story entirely, I am not sure how I would really react. Either way it makes no difference to my sunrise, so I don't really give a rats ass, I gots other things to worry about right now.

Thanks for the compliments and the hugs.

sound was really really good actually. maybe a little quiet (but that was handy for my dodgy ears), but it was really clear...which makes a change!