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Welcome to your life
There's no turning back
Even while we sleep
We will find you acting on your best behavior
Turn your back on Mother Nature
Everybody wants to rule the world.

It's my own design
It's my own remorse
Help me to decide
Help me make the most
Of freedom and of pleasure
Nothing ever lasts forever
Everybody wants to rule the world....
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desmobile:
tears for fears weren't bad at all until "sowing the seeds of love". after that, the never-ending fall... smile

enjoy your weekend smile
designaddict:
thankyou for your sweet message and yes, she did get divorced. This whole thing is way too confusing for me but its nice to hear from you considering you kind of know about the situation. Oh well i still have to worry about getting through school! Did you send me an email? its jen@rinsedout.com. I havent gotten anything so just wanted to make sure you knew this address since its kind of new. how is hollywood life? you look absolutley beautiful in your new pictures, i really like your hair! Hope you had a good weekend smile
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captainhaggis:
What, pray tell, makes packaged oatmeal Irish? Does it come with a shot of whiskey, potato blight, or a side of mutton?
spaceheater:
Happy belated birthday!!!!! kiss

I'd like to go to a rave, but only if I could go back in time. I stopped going because I got tired of seeing teenagers bringing thier 10 year old brothers and thinking it's cool to get them high. Or people getting beat up.(sigh......where did the PLUR go? whatever ) Maybe I just want to roll again and have that feeling of thousands of people being just as high and happy as I am.

Anyway, hope you have a great time biggrin
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I hate people.

I hate noisy people who will not let me sleep.

I hate that I'm running on about 3-4 hours today. mad

It's a good thing that I did *not* go downstairs to confront the assholes who were making noise with the trashcans. They lugged them past my window at 6am. They do this weekly, those fucking cunts.

I've got many ideas on how...
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spacepod:
you should make them some hummus, give them a foot massage or ....
KICK EM IN THE GRILL!
caddi56:
have a party ! and don't invite them !

I worked nights for years and every day it was something ,street sweeper, trash, gardeners, kids .
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Let me tell you about something I used to do when I was a kid.

After seeing the movies 'Night of the Living Dead' and 'Halloween' before age 5 (!), I silently vowed to make my own plan of action should a violent murderer chase or hunt me down.

Cause you know, that really was going to happen and all. eeek

My first concern was getting...
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spacepod:
the movies that i haven't been able to block from my memory from childhood are Cujo, Alien, and Jaws. jaws fucked me up. swimming pools at night were scary places after that. never mind that sharks live in the ocean and would not be in a swimming pool in the desert. the birds and the exorcist did some damage as well.
nerdboy2345:
i was raised by he-man and inspector gadget as well. and darth vader. he's my daddy
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Thanks so much for all the birthday wishes. smile

Yesterday was a combination of fun and creepiness. The day went by fairly quickly.

Enter the creepy......I get home, and try to unlock the door. Hands full, I tried to make it as swiftly as possible, so as not to let the cat out. The door didn't open. Psycho Piglet is meowing frantically. The door was stuck,...
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estrada:
Belated birthday wishes.

I had Pho on the 7th, it was good.
lucky_16:
Thai Iced Tea. . .yum!!! eeek biggrin
Pho is pretty good, too. oink
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I made it. miao!!
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mykra:
HAPPY TWENTY-TEN!

Edit: Buahahaha, I accidently reversed the whole link process biggrin

Second Edit : Cool, then the mission was accomplished. I am torn though. I already professed my dying love for the one pic, but the new B%W Amelie pic is challenging. Damn, damn, damn.



[Edited on Jun 08, 2004 1:02AM]
grayblue:
fuck yeah, happy b-day darlin'.
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Three more days. The party is tomorrow

I have the day off today, thank you, Sean. smile

What should I do? I'll probably spend it leisurely, make some calls, listen to music, and yell at stupid drivers on the road.

Why are gun turrets illegal to mount to your car, hmmmm? biggrin
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stiles:
We can put a turret on your car, and it's not illegal as long as there's no real guns in it.

Reference the old game "Car Wars" by steve jackson games...

Speaking of cars, how is yours doing?
todd31:
go spend money it always works for me smile
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Ok, back to your regularly scheduled journal programming.....I've been so happy and filled with strange memories I'd long forgotten about due to a website. Here's a brief glimpse into my formative teenage years.

Back to the Old Skool. After I heard all those songs like "Pump up the Volume" by M/A/R/R/S and "Pacific" by 808 State, I knew I wouldn't be limiting myself to...
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pedigree_chump:
what's all this about leprachauns?? mad
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This morning, I had many dreams that made me question if I was awake or not.

When I woke up, my body felt queasy.

I've also learned an important fact over the past few years, and it's this: Don't seek out answers to things you really DON'T need to know or particularly WANT to know about. (And I'm speaking of my life, personally, not globally.)...
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hermes:
"You can't handle the truth!"

Yup I entirely agree - if you don't think you can deal with the consequences then *don't* go looking in the first place! Personally though I've got an insatiable curiosity about pretty much everything, but then again I'm also pretty much laid back about everything too. I try not to have too high expectations of people (they are just people after all) so there isn't much that really shocks me. Except deliberate ignorance maybe. Or rather the harm and the hurt that arises out of sheer stubborn ignorance... shocked

In regards to becoming more interesting it's hobbies, hobbies & hobbies all the way. I think the key is to keep challenging yourself, whether it be physical, mental or social kinda stuff. As long as you're learning stuff and have experiences to share then it's cool... smile

Cool profile pic BTW. And how come you show up in a different color?
halfmt:
I paid $50 to missy so I could be a SG socialite....
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Ah, long weekend.

It's less than a week before the bday. surreal

Over the weekend I straightened my hair (yeah, as in BANISHED the curls for awhile) and had my hair cut into an Amelie-esque style. It's going to take some getting used to.

I also had to get another threaded ball for my 10 gauge tongue barbell, as the previous one decided to fall off....
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trilobyte:
I hd an interesting weekend partying and camping on some mesa in the middle of nowhere. That was pretty weird. Hope you're feeling better.

hermes:
Yup, Gemini's rule. I think there's something pretty core keyed in us in regards to identity and spirituality that isn't mirrored by any of the other signs. Or maybe I'm just a loony..? wink

Weird? Well this last weekend was a bank holiday over here. I spent most of it in a cottage in the country with 5 other guys and my hamster. We drunk lots of beer and played games. I won at cards, and lost at Risk and fared ok at chess. Not very weird really, but slightly different from your average bear maybe... smile
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Last night I had a dream that I was DJing at a warehouse party. It was an afterhours, and I was the only girl there, which was weird.

Anyhow, every time I would cue a new record, it would play, and then when I would turn my back, another record would be playing. Fucking strange. Oh, and the new record would be awful, so I'd...
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mnislahi:
Thats a weird dream.. but then again most dreams are heh
zac:
there's this dream with something that looks like a person made out playdoh on a white background and then my view flies in and focuses on a joint and it makes a sound like it's popping, like a knuckle or something, and the white background flashes with color, and i always wake up instantly terrified.

i've wondered what it meant since i was like 8. it's reoccurred that many times. sleep would be fantastic except for that.

reprazent.
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This has been a shitty week in terms of all sorts of ridiculous things going wrong.

I've been doing my best to keep it together, but I think that by doing so, even MORE shit is happening to challenge and annoy me. surreal

Then again, perhaps I'm paranoid. I am uneasy though about the 30th birthday coming up. No no, not like that, at least in...
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faelynia:
an unexpected thing.... hm.... this really kewl gal that i met a few times sent me an Evite... i am all excited, and hoping to go to the event!!!

this week has sucked, and soon this will pass too.

i am going through some of the same age things... somehow 8 yrs ago when i sort of came out, i thought somehow things would work out, now i look back and realize all the procrastination i had done and all the stories about "i can't" were all just BS getting in the way of my persuit of happiness.

it is odd, but it seems like it is a very common thing for ppl to avoid doing things, not because of the fear of failure, rather, it is the fear of success.


nerdboy2345:
best looking 30 year old that i know

and here i am worrying about turning 24, because thats one year from 25, which is 5 years from 30. im a nut