This has been a shitty week in terms of all sorts of ridiculous things going wrong.
I've been doing my best to keep it together, but I think that by doing so, even MORE shit is happening to challenge and annoy me.
Then again, perhaps I'm paranoid. I am uneasy though about the 30th birthday coming up. No no, not like that, at least in terms of age. It's a marker in terms of NOT reaching some goals that I set awhile ago.
Just got an email from an ex, and he's 36 today. He told me that it's better to be slow and measured instead of hasty and careless when it comes to challenging yourself.
I'm not sure if I feel disappointed, like a failure, or partially relieved that I haven't achieved certain things.
What's the most unexpected thing that's happened to you this week?
I've been doing my best to keep it together, but I think that by doing so, even MORE shit is happening to challenge and annoy me.
Then again, perhaps I'm paranoid. I am uneasy though about the 30th birthday coming up. No no, not like that, at least in terms of age. It's a marker in terms of NOT reaching some goals that I set awhile ago.
Just got an email from an ex, and he's 36 today. He told me that it's better to be slow and measured instead of hasty and careless when it comes to challenging yourself.
I'm not sure if I feel disappointed, like a failure, or partially relieved that I haven't achieved certain things.
What's the most unexpected thing that's happened to you this week?
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this week has sucked, and soon this will pass too.
i am going through some of the same age things... somehow 8 yrs ago when i sort of came out, i thought somehow things would work out, now i look back and realize all the procrastination i had done and all the stories about "i can't" were all just BS getting in the way of my persuit of happiness.
it is odd, but it seems like it is a very common thing for ppl to avoid doing things, not because of the fear of failure, rather, it is the fear of success.
and here i am worrying about turning 24, because thats one year from 25, which is 5 years from 30. im a nut