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all i have to say is that i am sad.
i need hugs.
all i have to say is that i am sad.
i need hugs.
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i believe super happy would be appropriate for my mood at this very moment. oh how i love 4:30am phone calls. especially ones that lack sense.
i died 6 times today. twice i leveled down to 12. i was so not impressed. i did, however, purchase a new swanky, shiny great axe. oh the damage it causes! it certainly pleases this little warrior. after hunting...
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i died 6 times today. twice i leveled down to 12. i was so not impressed. i did, however, purchase a new swanky, shiny great axe. oh the damage it causes! it certainly pleases this little warrior. after hunting...
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d_infinite:
I think you may have a problem. Do they have Final Fantasy Support groups? I am all to aware of forgetting to eat. It has gotten me into trouble many times. Of course in the last week, I have been unable to eat, so, maybe now I won't take eating for granted. I'm glad to see you're so excited. the way you write in your journal, I can almost feel your ebullience. I think it's great. I'm happy for you and for your wonderful new future.
p.s.
joint musical projects are fun. what type of music? what do you play or do?
peace.
p.s.
joint musical projects are fun. what type of music? what do you play or do?
peace.
monica:
tanning baby. how do you think i keep my skin so brown 
well i have stopped being grumpy. despite an entirely too emotional day, i have pulled through in good spirits. mostly thanks to a few select folks, and of course, d20.
this afternoon i decided i should go take telus up on their evil anti-fido deal. you see, fido doesn't have coverage where i am moving to so i figured i should take their free...
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this afternoon i decided i should go take telus up on their evil anti-fido deal. you see, fido doesn't have coverage where i am moving to so i figured i should take their free...
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oryx:
stock up on m.a.c. girl, because there is no m.a.c. in ktown!
superdee:
I'm off to Banff next month by train. If you're looking to make use of your board, get in touch!
i am so grumpy lately. i think my move is really stressing me out and causing my bad moods. it seems i cannot control them at all. there is so much crankiness. generally, i don't even know what i am thinking. i have incredibly paranoid thoughts, fueled by really stupid comments i shouldn't let get to me, but they do. i suppose one's track record...
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d20:
i think it's 1:58pm-ish-sorta?
scylla:
Good luck with your move, Posh. I wish you only the best. 
ffxi will be the end of me. at around 5:00am i awoke from a nightmare. involving ffxi. i don't think i want to go further into it. however, that was the third time i had been stirred from slumber because of a dream related to ffxi. earlier in the night, bill cosby was one of the monsters i was trying to kill. also, geena davis...
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akro:
I'm locked into Prince of Persia. I can't get away. Help me.
Arck.
Arck.
lane:
I love that Heather Nova song.. I listened to it for something like an entire year straight... hehe.
glad your family time went better than usual...
we should so run around Vancouver together!
glad your family time went better than usual...
we should so run around Vancouver together!
i dislike this time of year. it's so forced. everyone is so greedy. let's celebrate the birth of someone we don't even care about so we can all get presents. yeehaw. i am usually at my roommate's parents house but this year i am alone. i guess it isn't too bad. i mean, i do have my cats? gah. i have ffxi too. my christmas...
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jv:
Love the new hair cut, god you're sexy..
Anyway, I hope your christmas works out and you can make the best of it. Merry Christmas.
I think I'm dropping the whole suicide girls thing, got exciting at first, seems to be wearing off. Anyway, you were definitly the highlight of my suicide journey, good luck in B.C. and take care of yourself.
jv
Anyway, I hope your christmas works out and you can make the best of it. Merry Christmas.
I think I'm dropping the whole suicide girls thing, got exciting at first, seems to be wearing off. Anyway, you were definitly the highlight of my suicide journey, good luck in B.C. and take care of yourself.
jv
nonchalance:
If this makes you feel happy, have a completely realistic and thoughtful xmas filled with sober realisation of the state of Western ideas of relaxation and forced jollification.
Have that quart bottle of vodka on me.
My xmas is being spent with my flatmates drinking, no family, just an extended weekend really, to feel as sober as you are...
x plathandpinter x
Have that quart bottle of vodka on me.
My xmas is being spent with my flatmates drinking, no family, just an extended weekend really, to feel as sober as you are...
x plathandpinter x
i just found out i am in this month's issue of salon magazine. there is a full page picture of me! this has come as a complete surprise. i did some modelling for a girl i met at mod club in the summer. it was for the contessa. apparently she won for best student/apprentice. i need to get my hands on a copy of the...
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minos:
It would be nice if it was just cancelled. But you still get off work 
stormy:
i do the same thing! some girl will be like "what do you think of my pictures? do you think i could be a sg?"
and im just like oh god no! please keep your clothes on. and then i have to delete it because i still like to maintain some shred of human compassion and decency.
i better see you at one of the burlesque stops. im gonna die if i dont meet you. DIE!!!
do you want me to die? 
and im just like oh god no! please keep your clothes on. and then i have to delete it because i still like to maintain some shred of human compassion and decency.
i better see you at one of the burlesque stops. im gonna die if i dont meet you. DIE!!!
do you want me to die? i booked my plane ticket back out west today. i leave on january 16th which is in approximately 25 days. i am still trying to get used to this idea, however i do see positive things. change is good. especially when it comes at a time where a giant lull has taken over. i don't fear it however i am nervous. it is just out...
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max16characters:
How far west are you moving? Vancouver? Good luck with it all.
fenris23:
YAY! Well I can't wait. It will save you travel costs for all the events we are going to organize JUST to get you to come down.
it has started. oh yes. last night i succumbed to the powers of ffxi for what, a mere 9 hours or so? i had quite an enjoyable time. i must say, the company was good. i awoke this morning to thoughts of ffxi and quickly started up the game. i can't say i am very proud of my sudden, overpowering need to play constantly. i...
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aoife:
oooh nothing is worse than losing your favorite item of clothing. a friend of mine moved to LA with my favorite skirt a few years back. now I don't lend things out without collateral.
aanya:
Looks like his pillowposh can have your belt on too...haha...dont worry, you will be getting all of this stuff back soon enough...
AND OMIGOD I JUST HEARD YOU BOOKED YOUR FLIGHT! WOOOOO HOOOOOOO!
Okay, excitement will be commensing for the next month...yay! So now I have completely forgotten all about what I was going to say.....excitement succumbs me...bahhhh!
AND OMIGOD I JUST HEARD YOU BOOKED YOUR FLIGHT! WOOOOO HOOOOOOO!
Okay, excitement will be commensing for the next month...yay! So now I have completely forgotten all about what I was going to say.....excitement succumbs me...bahhhh!
i am back home once again. i cannot say i am very happy about this though. i much rather be where i was. it never really hit me until my plane was flying in over my city. at that point, i got very, very sad, verge of tears, really. i just did not want to be there.
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audio:
i know that feeling girl.
i hope all works out for you in BC
V has the pics up on the web for you
as for the coocoo internet stalker,
no worries, you are a tough cookie and could kick the shit out of her
or i could do it for you.
kisses
and IM sometime,
i want all the DETAILS!!
i hope all works out for you in BC
V has the pics up on the web for you
as for the coocoo internet stalker,
no worries, you are a tough cookie and could kick the shit out of her
or i could do it for you.
kisses
and IM sometime,
i want all the DETAILS!!
d20:
actually, i kind of prefer it this way. you don't hog my computer, i don't get beat up - really what's not to like about this?
well, to be honest i can think of one thing: i still haven't figured out how to write a makeout macro in FFXI. maybe you should come here after all...
well, to be honest i can think of one thing: i still haven't figured out how to write a makeout macro in FFXI. maybe you should come here after all...
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