posh

i believe super happy would be appropriate for my mood at this very moment. oh how i love 4:30am phone calls. especially ones that lack sense.

i died 6 times today. twice i leveled down to 12. i was so not impressed. i did, however, purchase a new swanky, shiny great axe. oh the damage it causes! it certainly pleases this little warrior. after hunting the mad sheep in the highlands for a while, we headed towards the dunes for more slaughter. sadly, i was on the slaughter menu. i hate the goblins. haaaate. i would say my day in vana d'iel was a complete waste, except for that wonderful new toy of mine. oh yes.

i didn't do any packing today nor did i do pilates! in fact, i don't think i did anything but play ffxi, except for showering and snacking on something that i cannot recall. i seem to forget eating lately. i believe stress is at fault. i just haven't got an appetite. that, or i forget to eat. you do it too. you know it.

10 more days until i am there. i am excited and scared, obviously. however right now, much more excited than scared because i see so much good in the future, so much possibility. it is very welcoming to know that we are on the same page regarding certain things. perhaps a joint musical endeavour will ensue as well. and this makes zero sense to any of you. pardon me, it is six am after all.

dreammaker uploaded photos from the sg van christmas event in the seattle group. i added three to my pics. there is a wonderful image of myself. so beautiful. hah. there is also one where you can actually see me screaming with happiness on the inside. heh. anyway. bed time.

i miss my big red hotel. hah.

current mood: indescribable.
current sound: kissing jessica stein on the tv.