posh

i booked my plane ticket back out west today. i leave on january 16th which is in approximately 25 days. i am still trying to get used to this idea, however i do see positive things. change is good. especially when it comes at a time where a giant lull has taken over. i don't fear it however i am nervous. it is just out of character for me because i am a shy, wee baby. that's one of my reasons for doing this though. i must overcome that in myself because i see it as a flaw. it keeps me from experiencing a multitude of wonderful new things.

d20 got excited over the fact that i am bringing my dreamcast along. i fear he was disappointed when i said i did not mod it at all. i am still contemplating letting him play with mine. i don't want him to break it! it is a classic! heh.

more ffxi was played today. in fact, i believe the majority of the day it was played. it certainly was time well spent. i am contemplating changing my job at the moment. i really enjoy being a monk though.

my going away party is on the 10th of january. it will be combined with my friend's birthday. i am contemplating whether or not i should invite my ex. it would be nice to see him before i leave, but it may just make matters worse. if anyone from toronto is interested in coming out for a night of breakbeats, message me.

have i mentionned i hate packing? because i do. oh so much. i think i should just hire someone to do it for me. also, does anyone want to buy a snowboard? it is a limited quest 144 with lamar bindings. it has been used 3 times. i must sell it. need da money for da move.

yeah.

i think it is bed time.

current mood: gushy.
current sound: training day is on.