posh

ffxi will be the end of me. at around 5:00am i awoke from a nightmare. involving ffxi. i don't think i want to go further into it. however, that was the third time i had been stirred from slumber because of a dream related to ffxi. earlier in the night, bill cosby was one of the monsters i was trying to kill. also, geena davis too. i have no idea. it is much better than my broccoflower/twitchy baby dream from the night before though. i think.

my time with my family was alright yesterday. it was better than usual. generally i feel ignored or like everything i say gets overlooked unless i yell it. my family tends to be a tad loud. this time, my move was a top discussion point. i suppose that was the last day i will be seeing most of them before i move. it was not emotional. huzzah. i fear the whole goodbye event with my mum though. i really, really do not want a production made of it. i loathe productions. i don't want to get all emotional and teary but if she does, well then i will. and i don't want it!

gift wise, well, i am allowing myself a greedy, selfish moment. i received slippers. slippers that my cats are afraid of so i've just found out. i also received a cat calendar. and cat toys. and cat tags. trend, no? i don't mind too much. i was supposed to get a waterbra from my mum but apparently they were out of stock. i was disappointed. i was really looking forward to some hot cleavage.

i have changed my flight. there are things in kelowna that i just cannot wait that long for. expect to see me on the 10th. huzzah! the great thing is that i caught a sudden seat sale when i logged out of ffxi to check dates. i saved $160. wonderful timing i must say.

current mood: acrimonious.
cuurent sound: heather nova - paper cup.