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other than semi-sorta playing around with/learning how to use the smrtphone while listening to CDs and ordering groceries for this evenin', it's been a very unproductive and relatively lazy satyr's day... why do you ask ? I named the smrtphone "Cronenberg" ( fitting with the PC "Romero" and laptop "Savini" ) ... the e-cel only has the name of "e-cel," but it doesn't access the
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Winter has come... again... not that it really left, if one is going to be honest about it - it barely hit non-pain temps only for a day or two before returning to below-freezing temps with more snow.

and I did give in since my last posting and now own a smrtphone ! :)
and, no, I don't bring it to work, just like I...
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*eep* my pants had a hole in the crotch... did anyone even notice that they had a hole in the crotch ?... did anyone even CARE that they had a hole in the crotch ?!?... it wasn't a 'style choice,' seriously !

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keepin' myself workbusy while hopin' warmer weather gets its sorry ass here soon... so very sick & tired of winter, which is, well, tiring my sorry ass out *laughs*

gettin' closer all the time to the southbound roadtrip - some people still thinkin' I'm nuts, others just *shrug*, and a very select few have said to enjoy
no worries :)
was funny talkin' with the...
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Just a week ago I'd been in the Cities now for 17yrs... crazy how time passes, each year surpassing records of how long I've lived in one area, in one city, in one apartment, worked at one location, etc etc
'course, if things continue to go well it'll be awhile before the records stop
( unless someone buys me a winning lottery ticket so I...
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Pain and loss are something I've been all-too familiar with in my life, in nearly all aspects available to be...
yet, still, new pain and new loss can hit like a ton of bricks, bringing up familiar yet unique emotions and thoughts alike.

the fact I got a call this morning at work was an immediate sign it had happened, before I even picked up...
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S'been kind of a mental week with ongoing things, but since (some?) people already think I'm crazy, I'm already at an advantage, right ?

As of this mornin', I have the part of the late-April vaca set-in-stone : rental car is set-up and paid for, so assuming there's no issue this time with getting picked up, we're gonna be good to go...
so just 10...
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45 poetica written in these first 31 days, a poetica (plus) per day - so far so good, only... 334 days?... to go - *whew*

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news commercials very V-day focused - just reminds me how rare I've had a V-day date... and how the only remembered one was a beautiful candle-lit table in a favourite restaurant - which my then-SO set-up so she could let me know she'd cheated on me... again...

birdi:
I'd say to just ignore it but tv adds can be rather blaring, I've never really celebrated v-day myself it's just like any other day just more... pink lol
wolfox:
long, long time ago, but some moments are... remembered... good or bad - 'course, I haven't celebrated any holidays in decade(s)
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up too late (again?) and a li'l brainfried, but since s'been awhile wanted t'let y'all know you're still on my mind :)

long and busy days, but not so exhausted I can't keep a smile on, y'know ?

put in some random dates for vaca, just waitin' t'be approved - don't know if I'll actually do anything, or if I'll be able to afford to,...
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because it had been asked, though I make no secret of it and oft post of it as well...

yes, I am always in pain - always have been as far back as memory allows - I have a heart issue that has caused me chest pain my entire life, though I've (obviously) adapted to it...
no, I haven't had it looked at since HS,...
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sorry, new neighbour, but I cannot acquiesce your semi-creepy request to "hold doing laundry for a few hours" so you can nap/sleep in the laundry room because your apartment is "too noisy and busy" - it's a laundry room and I've got a lot of laundry to try and get done...

birdi:
That's weird... maybe he likes the smell of dryer sheets but doesn't want anyone to know...
wolfox:
@catgrey that'd be a better excuse, certainly - he's since left the laundry room, so assume he went to 'sleep it off' elsewhere