Tears Fall
Watch my tears fall, how they're glistening.
You were saying so much, but I wasn't listening.
You were trying to tell me things I didn't know.
But my soul had become as cold as the snow.
I need you near me, I need you close by.
I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the lie.
There's so much I want to...
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Watch my tears fall, how they're glistening.
You were saying so much, but I wasn't listening.
You were trying to tell me things I didn't know.
But my soul had become as cold as the snow.
I need you near me, I need you close by.
I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the lie.
There's so much I want to...
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Defining "Shitload"
All right, so we have all these words that define how much something weighs, like a ton or a pound. We also have words that describe quantities.
"Shitload" = 1320.
How did I come to that conclusion? Well, it was actually my friend Kris who thought of this...
They had to buy napkins for a wedding, and they were told that they needed...
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All right, so we have all these words that define how much something weighs, like a ton or a pound. We also have words that describe quantities.
"Shitload" = 1320.
How did I come to that conclusion? Well, it was actually my friend Kris who thought of this...
They had to buy napkins for a wedding, and they were told that they needed...
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the_cheat:
lol! thanks. I took that this morning, figured out how to use my bloody webcam to take pictures. 
If you'll notice, I hadn't quite brushed my hair yet
Oh, and that look on my face? That's the dawning of realization as I figure out how to use the damn webcam.
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If you'll notice, I hadn't quite brushed my hair yet
Oh, and that look on my face? That's the dawning of realization as I figure out how to use the damn webcam.
[Edited on May 19, 2004 10:10PM]
jj_r0x0rz:
hehe a shitload that's great.. i say that all the time...
work work work.
so much work.
is there any time for play?
at least i get to listen to....
We were shootin' at a mound of dirt.
Well nothing was broken, nothing was hurt.
But I probably really should have been at work.
But if my freetime's gone, would you promise me this?
That you will please bury me with it?
Please bury me with...
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so much work.
is there any time for play?
at least i get to listen to....
We were shootin' at a mound of dirt.
Well nothing was broken, nothing was hurt.
But I probably really should have been at work.
But if my freetime's gone, would you promise me this?
That you will please bury me with it?
Please bury me with...
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For some reason or another, I haven't felt passionate or lustful after my current boyfriend. I just really haven't had the urge to commit any kind of sexual act (besides masturbation).
I guess I'm beginning to see sex as something a little more sacred. At least for me.
This also has become a good way for me to judge how I really feel about my...
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I guess I'm beginning to see sex as something a little more sacred. At least for me.
This also has become a good way for me to judge how I really feel about my...
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My friend Nick has come up to visit, and he is cool. (Note to readers: I am drunk while writing this). So I decided to celebrate...(refer to previous journal entry to figure out what I'm celebrating with)
Nick heard about the troubles I've been having from God knows who...(news somehow gets from Portland to Klamath Falls REALLY FRICKEN fast these days)...so he came up to...
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Nick heard about the troubles I've been having from God knows who...(news somehow gets from Portland to Klamath Falls REALLY FRICKEN fast these days)...so he came up to...
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fluffy17:
We were drinking tequila, then things got crazy. But I repeat myself....
(yeah, it's a bad bad habit
)
(yeah, it's a bad bad habit
)
fluffy17:
Hope you're still coherent today Tequila has a way of making the next day pretty miserable
Tequila has a way of making the next day pretty miserable ...tequila...lime...salt...
Hmm...what should I do with these?
Hmm...what should I do with these?
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jj_r0x0rz:
body shots!
the_cheat:
Wheeeeeeeee
Klatu...VERATA...NI*cough cough cough*
Aw crap...The dead have awoken...
The end of the world is nigh...
Aw crap...The dead have awoken...
The end of the world is nigh...
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solanubis:
LOL....and then not long after that, you have to battle your evil self... 
fluffy17:
It'd be worth battling your evil self to have a chainsaw arm 
Thank you to everyone who gave me encouragement yesterday but I thought it through more carefully, and I couldn't bring myself to have a one-night stand with anyone. Just not my style I guess. Anyway, sorry to disappoint, but for now my hentai and porn collection keeps me quite happy.
but I thought it through more carefully, and I couldn't bring myself to have a one-night stand with anyone. Just not my style I guess. Anyway, sorry to disappoint, but for now my hentai and porn collection keeps me quite happy.
fluffy17:
Hentai and porn go a long way sometimes
solanubis:
Whatever works, right....
This may seem odd, but I figure the best way to come back after dealing with a bunch of stress is to focus the negative energy into something positive. I gotta bounce right back, and put the fears and problems behind me.
I gotta focus on the here and now.
This includes working out, going out with friends, and getting laid, at least for now....
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I gotta focus on the here and now.
This includes working out, going out with friends, and getting laid, at least for now....
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lucky1336929:
have good humping. 
katiejane:
at the risk of sounding like a hallmark card, you must put your happiness first and foremost. relationships come and go, and your partner does not define your self worth. you do.
if there's one thing i've learned from relationships (which is few but listen anyway), it's that you must be happy first in order to make a happy relationship. easier said than done? yes. so yes. but still, you're all you've got. make yourself happy. don't compromise yourself.
have wonderful spectacular sex. i wish you good fortune and multiple orgasms.
if there's one thing i've learned from relationships (which is few but listen anyway), it's that you must be happy first in order to make a happy relationship. easier said than done? yes. so yes. but still, you're all you've got. make yourself happy. don't compromise yourself.
have wonderful spectacular sex. i wish you good fortune and multiple orgasms.
I've decided something.
I'm going to have sex. Hott, hott sex. The kind of sex that leaves you tingling all over.
Tonight. It's going to happen.
Nothing can stop me now...mwahahaha!
I'm going to have sex. Hott, hott sex. The kind of sex that leaves you tingling all over.
Tonight. It's going to happen.
Nothing can stop me now...mwahahaha!
solanubis:
LOL...have fun....
ghengis:
Wooo wooo. I've decided something too. I'm going fishing. It'll happen tonight to. It'll be hott to, because the damn sun hasn't went down yet. Good luck with the sex. hehe
I'm tired of people toying with my heart.
It's getting to the point where I don't think I can feel anything anymore.
Numb...Frozen...Cold.
My tears freeze before they hit the table, and shatter into broken shards when they collide with the wood.
The only emotion that I know anymore is sadness.
What makes me the saddest is that I'm afraid to love. I've been hurt...
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It's getting to the point where I don't think I can feel anything anymore.
Numb...Frozen...Cold.
My tears freeze before they hit the table, and shatter into broken shards when they collide with the wood.
The only emotion that I know anymore is sadness.
What makes me the saddest is that I'm afraid to love. I've been hurt...
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solanubis:
Your point is valid and...honestly the truth for most ppl. I truely can say I envy your state of being because personaly, besides family, I have never had someone to love in the first place. For a time, it was a total outrage; then came sorrow; now, it's total and complete emptyness. A vast abyss of nothingness where feeling is just a myth. Don't become what I have become....there's always a purpose for what happens...i asure you...it always reveals itself when you least expect it to. And when it is present, you may not even know it 'cause of the veil of hurt, betrayal, and dispare obscures it. I know from my personal travels that, yes for the time being, it royaly sucks and it seems there's no end to the madness but you shouldn't let the law of Karma get to you. Remember, there's ALWAYS someone who has had it worse. Hell, that's why there's friends that care and, if not present at that current moment, you can still count on them for a shoulder to lean and/or cry on. Like I said, everything will work out for the best in the end. You'll be a stronger person physicaly and cognatively. You don't have to take my word for it...you'll see for youself... Take care 'til next time...
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Take care 'til next time...
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I went to the gym for two hours...
I kicked the crap outta every single workout machine. My muscles were so sore that it hurt, but I didn't care. It made me feel better. After working out, I went for a 15 min run with extremely tired limbs.
I'm very tired, but i feel so much better. I took a steam bath too. Very refreshing....
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I kicked the crap outta every single workout machine. My muscles were so sore that it hurt, but I didn't care. It made me feel better. After working out, I went for a 15 min run with extremely tired limbs.
I'm very tired, but i feel so much better. I took a steam bath too. Very refreshing....
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fluffy17:
It goes away eventually....
Sorry about all your problems.
Sorry about all your problems.
ghengis:
That's right. Kick those machine's asses. hehe Good to see your focusing it in a positive way. It reminds me I should go running tonight still to. Only thing else I got to say is. If we could forget our problems, we'd never learn from them. So just try to stay positive. Ok that's enough of my fortune cookie logic. Take care k. 
I miss my home. I miss my family. I miss all that is familiar to me.
I guess I just don't feel like I have any friends around me anymore...And that's a problem, since I usually surround myself with the people I love when I'm lonely or sad.
[Edited on May 19, 2004 11:38PM]