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Wednesday May 19, 2004

May 19, 2004
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Tears Fall

Watch my tears fall, how they're glistening.
You were saying so much, but I wasn't listening.
You were trying to tell me things I didn't know.
But my soul had become as cold as the snow.

I need you near me, I need you close by.
I can't deal with this, I can't deal with the lie.

There's so much I want to tell you, so much I want to say,
But there's something holding me back, feelings I cannot sway.

I should have realized, I should have known,
That in the end, I'm all alone.
I feel no malice, I feel no rage.
Only the loneliness of my inner cage.

~me
the_cheat:
Something I wrote today...felt a little lonely, and I started crying for no particular reason. I think it's because I miss my friends...Allison, Nick, Becca, Ryan, Travis, Drea, Jenn...and many others whose company I wish I was in more often.

I miss my home. I miss my family. I miss all that is familiar to me.

I guess I just don't feel like I have any friends around me anymore...And that's a problem, since I usually surround myself with the people I love when I'm lonely or sad.

[Edited on May 19, 2004 11:38PM]
May 19, 2004

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