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I decided to close down my SG account.
Too much drama here...stalkers [a friend of mine] cattiness [dia junks], & dog-ugly new SGs threatening to crack the glass on my monitor.
I refuse to pay for that, and contribute monetarily to people who silently support a chapter in my past I am still trying to work on.

Not to mention that I am appalled by...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
Good bye old friend.
n:
right on sister. my account was set to expire a week ago- an event i was looking forward to but they automatically rebilled my credit card (i had NO idea they did that) and now i'm stuck here til june.
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Swapped days with Timlet and came to the Southbay tonight to hang out with Tam and Matt instead of heading to the Haight to give him his cracker back. Kitt0nheadboi came over with the Ring, and we waited for hours for Matt to be able to flee his paycheck-supplying colo nightmares.
Had a horrid migraine that lasted til about an hour ago.
On a scale...
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temptess:
Am glad to know I'm not the only deviant around ; )
Why's rue not so safe?
temptess:
Give my regards to Ladytron and thanks for the info on Rue. Thank all holies for deviants! Long live the deviants! I'm getting carried away now...
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pms sucks. anxiety attacks suck.
but thankfully neither of those last very long.
in a good mood right now.
I like it when people randomly pop by and decide to visit.

feels like in these times, when everything is denied us, anything is possible
even if everyday stubborn|+|clumsy|+|beaut!ful ideas rot on withering vines and all dreams fall down and return to the...
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temptess:
Are you into people who know what a switch is, or one who fulfills that role?
Try some black cohosh, valerian (unfortunately smells like ass), chaste tree, and kava kava in a tea- will undoubtedly lessen all symptoms. (I swear- off anti anxiety meds for about 6 months with no problems...)
kid_607_evil_ins:
horemoans r bad...that's my afterschool special message for you.

I love that you didn't/don't have TV. It really changes one's perspective. I myself am a product of growing up in front of the tube, watching Lucy and M*A*S*H* reruns over and over.

Whatever works.

San Fran April 2-6th...it's a group trip and I'll be going on a bus puke
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Tonight I went to the last & final show of my friend's band, c:/ at the DNA lounge. I was kind of 'eh' about going, cause I didn't want to be poopy for work tomorrow, and I've been poopy for the past 2 weeks what with the con & the trip to europe & whatnot, and I've just been overall feeling like a hermit...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
hehe...danke
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Googly moogly...Bauke [the ant-zen webb0rmaster] sent me a 45 minute track of droney goodness. Got home, found a parking spot right in front of my building [hey, that's _quite_ the feat in SF], sat to chillax with chai, listen to Bauke's track, and oggle at Lila & Alice's set.
so frustrated right now, pls!!! love
So today I'm cleaning the washroom. After...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
I don't know your AIM...insert joke here.
kid_607_evil_ins:
D&B & IDM?? Ok, yeah, but that's just for fun and so I can wean kids off of fucking "Oakie" and other house shite. D&B though...that stuff was cool for about four minutes. Well, the masters like Photek and Goldie...yawn...I'm boring you.

Oh mistress of the drone
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Back in town. But not home yet
Stayed with k!tt0nheadboi after he nabbed me from the airport Monday, and staying in San Joser again tonight. Won't be actually "going home" till tomorrow after work. speaking of which...work makes me make deep groaning noises...mrrrrmmmf! don't want to go back.
Have to suck it up and go in tho...and really just...
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kid_607_evil_ins:
Ah, I only meant I'm just barely getting into Birthday Party.

Marc Almond? Foetus? Lydia!??!?!?!?!?! Sweet.

Yeah, I have lots of MP3's. We'll work out a swap.
kid_607_evil_ins:
See, I knew you'd be mean...

I *am* noise. I'm a no-input mixer performer kind of guy. i like bands like Wolf Eyes and such...I really want the Merzbeat album. So yeah, that would be coool.
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Still not back in the old USofA. My 12 hour flight back to SF leaves tomorrow morn.
Spent last night in a small town in west flanders/belgium. Drove there for noize::nation.
Holy crap hypnoskull & winterkalte were amazing. Still sore & after-glowy from the show.
And Patrick, [hypnoskull] wore an american-flag arm-band just for us cause he knew we were coming, eventho there is a strong anti-american sentiment currently in belgium... rawk :>
Got lotses of free things at the show, including bad B.O. :p

Tonight was pretty relaxed. Bauke busted out a bunch of obscure/out_ov_print drone experimental stuffs...
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talaitha:
I've been back for a while [sort-of] you just haven't been paying attention!
*sulk*
though speculating from the amount of SG people you have listed as a friend, that's not suprising :>
kid_607_evil_ins:
Oh man. That is some cold shite. i had to do something while you were absent right? I thought you were hiding and such so I let you go figure it out.

Belgium eh? I wanna go.
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I'm currently in the office, drinking coffee, logged into SG via Lynx on an outside shell to deceive IT.
I feel so stealthy, plz.
Why didn't I think about this before?

This weekend was as ass as they've been in a long while.
Pantheacon was a sweltering armpit of stress, sleep deprivation, and keeping hairy-chinned lesbians and fresh 23 year old bois...
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talaitha:
creepy, plz.
deebee:
hI, not neglecting, just not on now. i see your link. i see how you're liv'in.


gone (almost) but not forgotten? (almost?)

will be in sf march 13 or 15th and then again the 24th or 25th



my brain is fried so i'm going home.
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Wednesday's girl has no boobs and is is wearing platforms, that is just _so_ wrong
I want combat boots or stilettos damn it.
she's still kind of cute though
disturbing, plz.
I'm sorry, but I have no brain-cells left.
I'd do it all for a cookie right now, even it's been up someone's ass.
Which reminds me of the...
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perdurabo:
what is grokking that??

You should never be comfortable enough to fart_on_someone......even if they started it...
talaitha:
You don't grok grokking, eh?
Read Heinlein's Stranger in a Strange Land.

'should' as an exhortation is ridiculous. perhaps in _your_ world that should never happen, but other people are of the mind that the more comfortable you are with someone the closer you get to them, and the closest rapports with humans are the bestest.
so be a tad more cautious about whom you go bandying about your scheme of things to.
There is no 'should' or 'shouldn't in relationships, even when you apply it directly to yourself, ask anyone who's taken even an hour of Psych 101.
perhaps a "I would like it/prefer/wish if blahblablah wasn't done to me" might be a more result-yielding manner of expressing your druthers...for 'should' has heavy implications of something that is mandatory.

Also, the bay area can get pretty damn cold.
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Today is the first time I've been home since Tuesday.
Spent the week in San Jose being cuddled lotses and doing fun stuffs.

Came home to a mailbox debording with suprises:
- plane tickets to Europe for the end of the month
- a9ff cd from Iceland that I have been trying to get my hands on for over a year + Hafler trio presents that Andrew...
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snag:
good tunes, good books, good movies (wim wenders rocks) and good hair.

damn.

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Let not your thoughts constantly be fought,
Let thoughts in patience and joy be caught.
What patience? Cause what they call the heart
Is a drop of blood, and a thousand thought.
-Hafiz, rubaiyat 37.
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melissa2:
I WANT WANT WANT YOUR ARM BANDS...............stripes are the best things ever.......
grooverider:
3.
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One more breath, my fate is at stake
Alas, my good fortune does not wake.
Morning breeze blew Her dust in my eye
I cannot see from the tears and the ache.
I cannot embrace and hug your body, why?
My most ardent wishes I must break.
Only with the Beloved, I can be & can try
No other labor can I undertake.
Only from your...
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deebee:
Beautiful and moving.

smile
shaden:
I'm just going to be working my normal job type job tonight. It should be fairly slow so I'm just going to sit back in the ol' office chair and listen to some good music while attempting to sleep.