deebee

still neglecting...cut that out, or we're gonna start thinking you caught a GRRRLFRIEND over valentines' day or something.

march 13ish?

You'll have to poke at me again come closer to the date, cause I'm still in europe right now and I'll forget.

and yus, livin' la vida puta...or something.
It's 3am here and I can't sleep. meh.

I hear ya - nothing worse than people thinking they know your taste. Why do people feel they must set up a single friend? Why not leave us alone and let us enjoy being single?

Rain? What's that? I think it did that maybe once or twice down here....or was that a flock of seagulls flying by?

independence is something that most dont understand.....true independence.........

what do you do, anyways?...........where abouts down south?.............in some ways i think i should hit the road..........born and raised here in portland and have never left...........i keep thinking that i should sow some seeds to blossom into world tours, but i dont think its wise investing..............rock n roll is a long shot...........but really, im supposed to be doing something bigger........if i were to jump ship, that would be drastic change, causing me to trow myself at the world again...........oh wait.........forever proving myself.........oh whatever.....i am a weiner

Still has the right idea - beer can cure the crankiest of us all.

I totally understand the work issue: "Hi, my name is Thorn, and I'm a workaholic"

Christ DeeBee! It's about time you updated your journal.

And i'll buy you a beer, regardless of you revealing that location or not. Let's plan on it sometime in the next couple of weeks. I'll be the guy feeling old at the bar. And you can be the trouble maker who gets all these nice people spun up with their panties in a bunch. Don't say it... I got your back.

i had a great birthday......started on sunday night at dantes sg gig....drunk,smilin,dancin......even had a girl hand me a number without even talkin(although i havnt called her yet)....worked monday hung over(to prep for my bday).....monday night
7-10 pm made music with friends
10:30-2:00 sang and made merry at dantes w/friends and karaoke from hell band
2:30-8:30 tues morn....made music,drank wine,smoked pot,took first valium......bbbbbzzzzzrrrrruuuuuhhhhh
8:30-2:00 tues...slept
2:00-8:30pm...woke up,had coffee,smoked a smoke,had a bong hit and was playing at 120 db making sonic intergalactric church vibrations
9:00 had thai food
10:30......went to sleep with smile on face......friends ar good......friends that like to escape with you are better

by the way.....have you ever seen "fist full of dynomite"

uh oh.......youre going through the analysis paralysis of unobatainium.........dancers.....we love em and hate em......so like you were there sunday night...........me too......i got fuckin trash too..........tall boy with black tassel jacket and black hat and dancing/ bouncin off people later on........girls are kool.....women are few and far between

oh i forgot.........oh nevermind.....i think i know which girls has got ya fucked up............and the smell the glove reference is from the movie spinal tap..........and the smell of booze on a girl is as yummy as it gets........

Well DeeBee...

Your picture doesn't really capture the real you. Perhaps you Photoshop'd it to enhance your key features, the ones that makes the womens all crazy and hot for you. I never would have recognized you in a crowd - a stark contrast to your ability to pick me out like i was the only one 'feeling a little old'.

Good to meet you, sir!

so you say the universe will provide..........will the universe provide the pool for the kids?........gotta clean out the locker whether the gods want me to or not........hehehehe..........and the fight is all ive got these days..........the fight is whats unmolested........everything else distorted............this world of confusion...........06st aint hard enough to understand and most aint soft enough to let go............most of the world is lost.......and here i am, caught........mutants........everywhere mutants.........

i understand you completely, the predictament...........people hear a cross messages to there slant......and as much as theyll say thats fine and i can handle that, wham they act so surprised when the reality comes around........most people seem to live in dilusional states......lying to themselves.....unable to get real.......ok dats enough a dat........luckily you have this dilema

right on......im glad to hear that some thing/energies came yer way............thats what i need, is some breaks/ encouragements..........

what came yer way?

what kind of energy place?

also, i realized i'm at the point in my life where good quality housewares interest me.

Happy new year to you, and I'm glad you're not sick. Being sick sucks, and I feel hungover even though I was STONE COLD sober last night

The morning breeze tended to the rose,
A maid-in-waiting, as the flower grows.
If in the sun you have a shady refuge,
Seek the shade of a rose, and one who glows.
-Hafiz, rubaiyat 27

Metaphors are funky things, and the horniness...it will pass.

seems to be a popular scenario.......but most people dont see thing like you do........rock on

I heart this journal entry.