sid

I honestly think I'm losing my mind. I spent the entire day cleaning and reorganizing my room, and trying fruitlessly to find my little black peacoat with the leopard print lining. I've searched all over, yet I cannot find it. I can't even remember the last time I wore it. I remember wearing it to a friend's a couple weeks ago when I was working on my new corset, and I remember wearing it back here. I don't remember when I wore it after that. I remember it resting on the back of my computer chair for awhile, and I really haven't gone out much after that night I worked on my corset. I pulled apart my room so many times in an effort to find it, but I can't. I love that coat so much, and I really don't think it could fit anyone else, cause it's real small... so I'm pretty sure no one took it, and I'm definitely sure it didn't just get up and walk out of here itself.

I also can't find a necklace of mine. It's very sentamental to me. Especially now. It's like everything I need or want is just disappearing. I want my stuff. The thing that's pissing me off about all these things the most is that if I left them at my mom's, my mom is being difficult and not cooperating on trying to find them for me. *sigh* It seems nothing can be easy for me. Nothing. Maybe my apartment ghost is fucking with me? Cause, I'm not sure about the necklace (I'm almost certain I didn't take it here when I moved in), but this coat thing is just assinine. I'm pretty damn sure that I almost wore it out clubbing on Wednesday, but decided to just wear a hoodie instead.

Dammit. I wish there were some way I could rejuvinate my memory so I can try and remember what I did with the coat! I can't remember much of anything anymore these days. Should this happen in my early 20's? I guess this is just more proof that I should NOT be taking classes this summer. Oh well, I'm an idiot.

x0x0,
Sid