I turn from my mid-30’s to my late 30’s and almost 40 on the 13th. I’m scared. I’m single for the first time in a very long time, and I feel like I’m just tossed trash. Especially since I’m sure my ex has prob moved on at least with a few hookers by now. (I’m only alleging this, because I doubt he’s above doing that anymore, and hopefully half kidding)
This is the first time in a long time that my birthday is on a weekend, and I don’t get to really do anything due to the pandemic, of course, but if you’d like to help cheer me up, I’d love to send any one who sends me anything off my wishlist a thank you card and and a signed print if you give me your return address!
I’m trying to get back into shape so I might be able to shoot again as it’s been a very stressful few years, so I have some exercise equipment that’s on the cheap side listed on there and some more collectibles, of course.
At least I will be getting my hair dyed the day after my birthday, finally! I’m excited about that. Too bad I won’t be leaving my house for anything after that...
I kind of want a Captain Marvel cake like a kid, but I would be the only one eating it, I’m sure... *sigh*
Honestly, I keep seeing happy couples and wishing someone would love me again. I just miss cuddles and hand holds...
x0x0,
☠️-Sid-☠️
