sid

• I always say "my life is boring", and so far, September has been no exception.


• The highlight of my week has been the new Dooney bag I purchased at half price.


• I really, really want to go back to school within year; so, I've been sending my resume just about anywhere to get a job so I can pay for school or whatever.


• I'm pretty sure school is a pipe dream. That thought makes me feel utterly helpless.


• I've been feeling pretty much worthless, stupid, ugly, what-have-you lately, and because of that, it's been hard getting out of bed or putting in effort to take care of my appearence. I barely brush my hair these days and hardly leave my house, so what's the point?


• This Thursday, I'm being paid $20/hour to sit in front of my tattoo artist as she paints a portrait of me. She told me to wear something with a lot of texture. I have no idea what in my closet will work best.


• I finally got to go to the "Fetish Store" in Denver. It was a huge disappointment because there wasn't a single item of latex clothing.


• Trevor and I almost got killed by some dumb bitch in her car cutting straight across 4 lanes of traffic without looking. T some how swerved and was hella lucky that no one was around us in any other lanes! I still wanna cry over it, and I have wicked whiplash.


• My MR set still needs love. Please help me get Shoot to Thrill on the front page. Its 90 days is almost up, and I may just take it down. I can't stand to think that this is my first failed set...


• I hope October will be better than the past few months have been.

x0x0,
Sid